Sunday, October 31, 2010


Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang. Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGIMU hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya. Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja. Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu. Apabila sekali dia melakukan KESILAPAN bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya. akhirnya kamu KECEWA dan meninggalkannya. Sedangkan jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhirnya.Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan, yang pasti membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu. MENYAYANGIMUMENGASIHIMU. Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain.Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan. Kelak, kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain.

Nicely said. Something to look over. Read it somewhere in Facebook. Thanks to Izan for sharing this :)

Saturday, October 30, 2010



One word.
Such a big influence in our life.

We do silly things there.
We chat with our friends.
We share our love there.
We meet new people.

Some people break up because of facebook.
Some people have a fight because of facebook.
Some find out that their man is not loyal, on facebook.
Some find out their loved ones history on facebook.
Some find the truth, even it hurts, on facebook.

Question is..... how do we deal with it?

Do we just leave?
Do we confront the person?
Do we just pretend it never happen?

What say you?


Tasha Leow

Friday, October 29, 2010

Guess who?

Tadi aku rasa tak sedap hati.
Ntah feeling insecure.
or maybe it's just my hormone.
i PM one of my friend.
because i know he would tell me the truth.
even if it'll crush my head.

and, he came out with a very convincing words.
something that calm me straightaway.
seriously, he's so direct.
well, that's why we're best friend.

wakakakakak tak bagi aku copy tu. too bad. i just have to share this. kawan aku puji aku ok! i have to share this. thanks!

obviously, this is just part of the conversation.
and obviously i scratch all names, except mine.
i dont have to tell the world what's my issue.

so, let the game begin.
whoever can guess correctly,
i belanja you makan.


P/s: Sometimes i just miss being Tasha Leow, instead of Ace Heart. Jack, can i be single for a day? LOL.

Tasha Leow

Tuesday, October 26, 2010


Answer every question fast – put down your first answer.

What is his name? Jack.
How old is he? 28.
Height? Definitely taller than me ;)
Eye Color? Black.
Hair Color? Black.
Is he  pretty? Nope.
Is he  cute? Nooooooo!
Is he  funny? YES!
Is he unique? One of a kind :)
How long have you been going out? 3 months.
Do you love him? Yes.
Who said I love you first? He did.
How long do you plan on being with him? Good question, but I never plan to leave him :)
Would you steal or lie for him? NO!
Would you stand up for him? Hell yeah.
Would you protect him even if they were at fault? Depends.
If some one touched him in the wrong way what would you do? Ah come on, he's a big boy :P
Do you trust him? Wow. Trust is always an issue for us. I'm gonna answer Yes!
Whats your favorite thing about him? He respects me :)
Whats his favorite music? Some malay song that I will never understand.
Whats his favorite food? Malay food? LOL.
Would you stop doing something for them? Already did.
Is he a jealous person? Oh yes. Back to "Fakta #1" entry!
How often do you think of them? As much as i blink my eyes ;)
Have you sang for them? NO! Never!
Would you let some one or something keep you from seeing him? Maybe.
Does he call you every day? Yes. Thanks Jack!
Do they smoke? Yes.
Name one thing you would change about him? His mindset.
Has he changed you? A lil bit.
When was the last time you saw him? 18.10.10 :(
Does he go to your school or work with you? No.
Would you love him no matter what? Unless if I see him happy with someone else.
What would make you break up with him? If he's not honest with me, about anything.
Have you seen him cry? Errrr....
Has he bitten you? WTF? Why do you care?
Does he hate you? WTF? If he hates me, WTF he calls me sayang for?
Does he trust you? YES!
Does he let you touch him? What a question. Hahahahahaha.
Is he dedicated to you? Yes.
Is he some one you want to be with for a long time? I think so.
How long have you known him? About a year.
Why did you choose him? He promise to love and care bout me. Actually, the main reason is, his SINCERITY.
What would be the perfect date with him? A nice dinner, followed by drinks, just us there.
Have you met his parents? Nope.
Has he met your parents? Yes.
Do your best friends like him? Yup.

P/s: Jack, I answered without thinking twice okay. The answer might not be as complete as it should be. 

Your Ace

Monday, October 25, 2010

44 Odd Things

1. Do you like blue cheese? Yes!
2. Have you ever smoked? Yes!
3. Do you own a gun? Semi-automatic .44 :))
4. What is your favourite cordial flavour? Orange
5. Do you get nervous before Doctor appointments? No.
6. What do you think of hot dogs? Smoked black pepper cheese!
7. Favourite Christmas movie? The Grinch.
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? COFFEE!
9. Do you do push-ups? Sometimes.
10.What’s you favourite piece of jewellery? EARRING! duhhh....
11. Favourite hobby? Watching TV Series.
12. Do you have A.D.D? NO!
13. What’s the one thing you hate about yourself? Trust issue.
14. Middle name? Farhana.
15.Name three thoughts at this exact moment? Jack, Jack, Jack.
16.Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? Coffee, lemon tea, Screwdriver.
17. Current worry? Future.
18. Current hate right now? One bitch in Facebook.
19. Favourite place to be? Home.
20.How do you ring in the new year? Find out yourself ;)
21.Where would you like to go? Maldives.
22.Name three people who will complete this? No, I won't name any.
23.Do you own slipper? Yes.
24. What colour shirt are you wearing right now? Black.
25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? Always always always go for Egyptian cotton for sheets and satin for comforter.
26. Can you whistle? Hell yeah.
27. Favourite Colour? Red, Purple, Black ( ahh so typical)
28. Would you be a pirate? No.
29.What songs do you sing in the shower? None.
30.Favouite girls name? Isabelle!
31. Favourite boys name? None.
32.What’s in your pocket right now? No pocket.
33. Last thing that made you laugh? My Jack ;)
34. Best bed sheets as a child? Errr...
35.Worst injury you have ever had? In an accident, back in 2005.
36. Do you love where you live? Ohhhhh YES!
37. How many TV’s do you have in your house? Three.
38. Who is your loudest friend? Tiqah?
39. How many dogs do you have? How i wish i could have them!
40. Does someone have a crush on you? Always. LOL. (I'm not joking, they always make me annoyed)
41.What book are you reading at the moment? Just finished Saris in the City.
42.What’s your favourite candy? I don't like candy.
43.What’s your favourite sports team? Barca!
44.What song do you want played at your funeral? WTF?? 

P/s: Just for fun. Don't take it seriously. Do this if you want :)

Mas Kahwin :)

nothing much.
small talk kat FB.
thought of sharing it here.
baca kalau rajin :)
komen kalau rasa perlu.

P/s: For those who don't know.... Ace Heart tu aku. Don't get confused which one is me, aite? :)

P/s/s: click utk besarkan pic. don't worry, angpa tak rabun lagi. mmg gambaq ni kecik. wakakaka.

Friday, October 22, 2010


I was looking for a room in Seri Kembangan.
So i was just browsing through some room rental sites.
and i found this.
out of the bunch.

Prefers female/couple, non-Muslim, MYOB.
Working adults only.
Email/sms to view. Unit viewing after office hours only. Parking is rent-able.
Deposit: 1mth+1 mth’s rent+MYR100 utilities=MYR700


and yes,


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Isu kecik

Aku ada satu isu kecik.

Bila aku nak menstrual, aku akan teringin makan something.
Benda yang aku nak makan tak tetap.
Kadang-kadang KFC.
Kadang-kadang nasik lauk ikan keli bakar.
Kadang-kadang nak makan mushroom soup yg B masak. *ok i just miss his cooking, not him*
Kadang-kadang just a small piece of chocolate will do.

Bila aku nak menstrual, aku emosi.
Aku cepat sakit hati.
Aku cepat kecik hati.
Aku cepat naik angin (errr mmg aku baran pun, tp this is worst)


Berbalik pada isu kecik tu.
Aku pegi beli makanan yang aku nak tu.
Pegi beli dengan mama aku.
Masa beli, aku mention dekat dia, aku teringin.
Aku tanya dia, "nak tak? I beli 2".
Dia ckp, "taknak".

Balik rumah, aku terus naik atas.
Online, then aku tertido.
Pukul 4 pagi aku terbangun, lapar.
Memang kadang-kadang aku makan lewat macam ni.
Balik kerja aku slalu takde mood nak makan.

Aku turun bawah, macam biasa.
Found out that someone ate my food.
I'd bet a million dollar it's mama.
Because my abah don't eat that.
Neither does my brother.
Because he's fast asleep by then.

Ok, memang satu isu kecik.
Yer yer, korang akan ckp, dengan mama pun nak berkira ke?
But that's not the issue.
Aku nak menstrual.
It's fucking 4 a.m. here.
Where can I buy that shit?

My feeling are mixed right now.
Sedih, frustrated, angry, cranky. cranky, cranky.

She tak faham kah malam tadi aku dah cakap, aku TERINGIN?

Or she purposely ignore the fact that I want that shit.
Aku dah tanya malam tadi, nak ke taknak?

At least leave for me some.

Seriously, i feel like knocking her door, and question her bout this.
But I fucking know that it's rude to fucking knock someone's door at 4 a.m.
The thing is, why should i care bout being rude while she dont even think of me?

Oh ya, maybe that's what i call civilization.
I still think bout others, while she doesn't seem to care!

Ok people, you may start.

Judge me.
Ramble to me.
Talk shit bout me. 

Yeah it's my mom.
But if she's my mom,
she should know better.


Aku ada satu isu kecik.
And it'll always be bout mom.
Where people will come to me,
and "advice" me to be a good daughter.

It's nothing, really.
Just, satu isu kecik.

For once, please don't judge me.
I'm just a menstrual woman who didn't get her stuff.

Maybe you won't understand.
Because you've got the most perfect mom in the world.

Trust me, 
My mom and I, go wayyyyy behind.

She really remind me of who I am with her.
Eight years ago.

Aku ada satu isu kecik.
And i'm gonna deal with it tomorrow morning.
Which I know, I'll get a denial answer.
Damn, klise gile!


So, baik takyah tanya.
Besok ajak my besties pegi makan.
And besok aku sure perang dingin.
I won't talk, THE WHOLE DAY.

Ok everyone, stop judging me.
The reason why I write it here,
is because I don't want to confront her.
It makes me relax, typing here.
So, stop being paranoid over me,
talking shit bout my mom.
I just need a one-stop-solution,
to talk crap and shits.

I'll be fine by tomorrow.

Aku ada isu kecik.
Hangpa semua toksah dok buat kalut sangat.
Komen biaq elok skit, takyah nasihat bagai.
Cuba komen simpati skit. 
Aku tak dapat apa aku nak.
TAKYAH komen cakap,
TAK BAIK cakap macam tu pasal mak.
Tu aku tau. Takyah habaq.

Thank you, for reading this session of therapy.
Maryam besok jom teman aku pi Sg. Ara!
Nak makannnnnnnn.

Tasha Leow

Sunday, October 17, 2010


Guys, do you still remember my ENTRY on BMI.

in that entry, i said, i will only remove that BMI shit on the left of my blog, when i lost 15kg.

i tried the widget today and this is what i've got.

I am considered NORMAL

How cool is that?


i used to be OVER-WEIGHT.

ok, i am still fat. need to lose another 8kg. 

Yes Tasha. 

Just 8 more.

and 8 is my lucky number.

wish me luck everyone!

P/s: i need to look gorgeous on christmas party, New Year Eve, 9 Weddings (yes, most of my friend gave up being single), and most important of all, i need to look gorgeous when i step into Lim Kok Wing!

Getting there,

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Not Everyone Wants The Same Shit.

Phases of life in Malaysia:

  • Graduate high school, received SPM cert.
  • Get Diploma/A-Level/Pre-U/Matriculation/etc.
  • Pursue Degree.
  • Work your ass out.
  • Climb up career ladder, or in some cases, career remain static.

ok... what's next???? 

Your makcik, pakcik, kepoci neighbour, kawan-kawan stereotaip, penyibuk-penyibuk di FB, and etc expects you to

  • GET MARRIED!!!???!!!????????!!!!????!!!

ok, i understand, marriage is one phase of life that everyone, i mean, MOST of us, will go through. but please put in your mind that NOT EVERYONE WANTS THE SAME SHIT. ok, i'm not implying that getting married is a SHIT. just stressing out the point that we all wants different shit of things. 

whenever i made a statement, "i dont want to get married", everyone will go like, OMG. and i will receive comments like;

"kawin tu menyempurnakan kehidupan"
"kawin tu best"
"ko taknak kawin ke" (said with a shocking face)

u know, such a comment.

damn it people, what's wrong with u guys?

  • korang kawin awal, I NEVER SAY A WORD.
  • korang anak 2,3,4,5,6,7...... I NEVER SAY A WORD.
  • korang kawin laki org, I NEVER SAY A WORD.
  • korang call aku, gaduh dgn laki korang, i listen attentively, and, I NEVER SAY A WORD.
  • korang citer and bitch bout ur in laws, I NEVER SAY A WORD.

byk lagi la isu. but i think u got my point here.

so, with this, takyah la korang nak judge life aku. suka hati aku la nak kawin ke tak ke. the thing is, even my Jack never say a word bout it. he never complaints. why do you guys have to be so "CARING" all of the sudden? why? just to compare who's got the best husband? best wedding? best flawless ring? best wedding dresses? OMG. LAME, may i say. 

yes, most of you would want to get married. 

no, i dont want to get married. 

i'm not saying that this is my permanent decision FOREVER. just not now. what is the big fuss anyway? when i told you i dont have any plans on marriage, all of you act as if i'm an alien. HELLO people, worlds doesnt evolve just around you, you know?

how can you say that getting married is the best thing ever? i mean, back to what my dad said. he always tells me not to say something is THE BEST, unless you've experience it all. so, i'm asking you one question. how do you say, being married is the best life ever? how do you know being single is not the best life ever? HOW?


well, you can't, can you?

because happiness is a very subjective manner.

furthermore, everyone calls me materialistic for demanding a house and a Tiffany. WHO THE HECK are you to care? seriously? for heaven's sake, if i'm not getting any of that from the man that i love, i'll get it myself. i know i can afford that. what's your problem? seriously?


ok, lemme share my idea of a perfect life to you.
you might have a different perspective of life. 
that's what made this world so colorful anyway.
feel free to share it in my comment box.
it's open for all.

My idea of a perfect life:

  • Being an Art Director in a publishing company.
  • Own at least 3 business, running smoothly.
  • Get out from office the latest at 6.
  • Have drinks with my girls after work.
  • A great date with the person i love, that'll be dinner.
  • Go back home, do my personal stuff, such as, do my nails, reading my fav book, watching TV series, etc.
  • Go for short trip on weekends. 
  • Go to spa whenever i feel like it.
  • Own a town house, beach house and a service resident condo.

ok that's it. that's what i want to achieve in life. yeah, most of you will say, i'm dreaming too much. i'm being arrogant. bla bla bla. but this is a dream. my dream life. nobody have the right to condemn it. because everyone have their own preferences in life.

so, the point of this entry is.....



*by SINGLE, i mean, not married. I'm not single. I'm taken, by Jack*



P/s: even if i'm getting married, you're not invited. thank you.

Tasha Leow

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Sex and the city...

..... Season 1 episode 7 - The Monogamist.

I can't sleep. 
I'm waiting for my Jack...
.... to wake up and call me.

He's still sick.
I don't want to disturb him resting.
Let him doze off those sickness.

So, i decided to watch this TV Series.
One of my favorite, may i say.
I've watched it more than 10 times.
and... i'm still laughing my ass out.
episode by episode.

I dont know why....
....but this series really reminds me of my girls.

the pattern is just the same.
hanging out on friday night.
ordering glorious food.
having nice drinks.

just talk bout anything.....
.......without being worried that my girls gonna spill it to someone else.

hell yeah, i trust them. 
i can tell them anything.
just anything.

ok back to the title.

there's one scene in this episode.
the girls were talking bout oral sex.
and it's so hilarious of how they discuss it. 
i think that the writer had made her research well.
this is exactly how girls discuss it, well at least for my bunch of friends.


and LOL.

and LOL.

and LOL again. 

damn it's funny.

that devil who misses her girls,

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Can't deny it.....

....that i'm worried.

My Jack tak sihat.
Kene Flu and batuk.

The best part is,
I'm so far away from him.
I can't take care of him.
I can't tuck him to bed.
I'm not there for him.

I ceramah suruh minum orange juice.
I ceramah suruh pakai sweater.
I ceramah suruh minum air.
I ceramah jangan minum redbull.
I ceramah jangan minum ais.

Hari ni Fakta #2 i yg pegang.
Jack diam je I ceramah.

Get well soon, dear.

P/s: yer, aku mmg ckp mcm ni dgn my Jack. takkan nak ckp aku-hang dgn dia? angpa gila pa? toksah dok mai komen kutuk aku ckp I-you dgn Jack. mmg aku penampaq sekoq2.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Fakta #2 - Jack suka berceramah.

siyes sakit tinger dgr dia ceramah.
sakit jiwa pun ada kadang-kadang.
aku nak main game, nak main fb pun dia nak ceramah.

ni aku update pun sebab dia dok ceramah suruh update blog.

sekian harap maklum.

p/s: mcm mana nak bagi dia tutup mulut 5 minit?

Saturday, October 09, 2010

Progress: 80% done

What had been done so far?

  • Bought more railings, done drilling them on the wall.
  • Silk, cotton, indian cotton, chiffon, chiffon silk, syria, dubai, organza, pashmina displayed on the wall.
  • Loyalty card is ready.
  • labeling and tags are done.
  • Stock nicely arrange in the store.

Today (Saturday) is the last day to settle everything. 20% left. i hope everything will be done by today! i still need to:

  • Steam a few type of shawl.
  • continue arranging the display, UNTIL I'M SATISFIED.
  • put more display behind the counter.
  • finally, unpack Ariani, and display them behind the counter. ok siyes tudung ni best! aku dah test drive! nicely fit.

ok, hopefully boleh abis by today. i'm extremely exhausted actually. ni semua mama nye kes lah. tiba2 last minute nak bukak satu lagi kedai. OTAK SEMINIT betui lah! adei. keja gila namanya ni. 

oh ya, i'm still thinking either to sell online or not. dah 2 online shop aku handle. boleh gila mcm ni. tp ramai kawan mintak aku buat online. eh ramai pulak kawan aku pakai tudung kan? wakakakak.

ok enough bout work. i hate talking bout work in my personal blog. nak sembang pasal keja, pi blog lain!

ok dah aku nak tidoq. NGANTOK nak mampos!

Mangsa buli mama,
Tasha Leow

Friday, October 08, 2010

It's just beautiful....

...when both of us try our best to come online just to see each other.

even when we're so exhausted due to work. 
even when we're so sleepy that we could barely open our eyes.


we'll ended up falling asleep in front of our laptop. 


p/s: ada ramai org komplen aku asyik dgn Jack je. FB pasal Jack, blog pasal Jack, YM pasal JAck, bla bla bla. errr..... DEAL WITH IT boleh? aku tak kacau idup angpa pun lah. ish. semak otak toi. rasanya aku tak over pun. angpa dok buat teruk pasaipa?

Thursday, October 07, 2010

Korang nak tgk budak gemok tak?

Budak gemok. tgk dia gemok cemane. gile kan????
Taken end of 2008.


ok another budak gemok. but less gemok lah. 
siyes puas aku carik gambar full body. tah kemana pic2 aku.
Taken last raya.

ok ok jumpa 1 pic. taken 2 weeks ago. 
pegi toy museum dgn Novita.
this one still 65kg


Kenapa saya budak gemok?
Jap.... i show u why.

ni dia... introducing tukang pelingkup diet aku.
Mayam suke ajak makan mcm2. ni kitorang mkn Portuguese tart!
sinful kan???? 

me indulging the food. LOL.

fuh ni lagi tahap teruk.
sipping every single whipped cream!!!

kalau 3 org ni jumpa, perkataan DIET mmg takde dlm kamus.
we splurge!
we pampered ourselves!
with glorious food!

tgk tgk tgk!!!
curik2 makan laddo!!
ni kiah yg ajar!!!

bile nak kurus ah?
now i'm only 62kg

bile nak 54kg?
so slow ler i lost weight.
it's been 3 months.
i only lose 12kg.


ko gemok, gemok, gemok!

tgk gemok tu.

tp apa2 pun....

aku nampak paling muda.
aku kak long.
tp aku nampak mcm adik.
kan kan kan?

tgk tgk tgk.
betul kan???
i'm younggggg!

.....and budak ni plak suruh saye kurus.

ok pic ni takde kena mengena.
saje letak sebab nice shot tu.
tp my Jack gile.
main basketball pakai jeans.


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