Saturday, May 10, 2008

Time: 1:07

Venue: His place

Mood: Dizzy

Condition: In pain

Currently: Waiting for someone..

Endy,

i finally finish up my assignment on the Video Production... phew... i didnt sleep the whole night and i manage to finish everything at 9 o'clock in the morning... after that, i sleep and sleep until 6 something... phew... what a nice thing to do!!! hehehehe... i'm still having 3D, VB and Implementation Project to do... both VB and IP will due after holiday... right now, i'm enjoying my holiday after the stupid fucked up semester.... i really hate this semester...

Endy,

do you know that you're the person i value the most?? you wanna know why?? because you listen.. because you understand... because you're just you... sometimes i really cant understand people... they can be ok at a time... and they can be uneasy at a time... well, all i can do is to wait for an answer... i'm not gonna ask anymore question... you know me right?? whenever i decide on something, that's it... i wont look back... for Nick, you should know this very well... we have to learn it the hard way now...

i'm so useless right now... i dont know what to do... i dont even know what to write to you Endy... but i just feel like talking to you... i miss you, dude! i miss those sweet lily you used to give me every single day... i miss you sweet voice.... advicing me on life... i miss everything we used to have... one thing i like about you is you're always open to me... by this... i dont feel useless... at least i know something... do i look like i dont deserve to know anything??? am i pampered??? i believe that i'm one of the person that people will turn to whenever they have obstacles in life... well, i dont expect much... i just wanna know what's wrong... hurm... should i post this blog later?? or should i keep it together with all the private blog i've write to you???

i'm so confused... i just dont understand... hurm... i better stop thinking of this...i dont want to have a sad face here, at my dearest's place... for now.. i just wanna spend the whole week with him... and then set back to college with a fresh mind... seriously.... i'm so sick of college... i really need a break... Endy, i'm really nto in the mood right now... Amir is chatting with me online... i wanna go talk to him... i'll continue next time ok??? i love you pal!

confused,

Tasha

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