Answer???

Time: 11:32 p.m.
Venue: My room
Mood: Depressed
Condition: tired
Currently: Missing him...

Endy,
i just came back from bandar puteri... went to eat blackpepper steak there... not really nice... maybe because i was feeling down... i miss him so much... i dont know what do he feels right now... seems that we're so apart right now... maybe i'm the only one missing him... do you think that i should let him go??? maybe i'm just burdening and torturing him... i dont want him to take it that way... i'm sorry if do make you feels that way... i love you so much... that's why i'm bugging you.... i dont know why... i felt so unsecure right now... i think that you're not serious with me... i hope my feelings turn out wrong... i dont want that to happen.... can i cry now Endy??? hurm... i'll talk to you later... got to go... bye...

i'm still waiting for your answer,
Natasha

Confused...

Time: 10.46 p.m.
Venue: My room... as usual...
Mood: hurm... i dont know...
Condition: kinda ok... healing or just dont care... i dont know...
Currently: tempted...

Endy,
hurm... just came back from ss15... went to eat spaghetty in Pizza Hut just now... well.. kinda rare for me to eat italian right?? hehehe... well... i pass up my assignment today.... miss Sara seems to like it... i hope i'll get high marks for that poster... it's kinda simple... but i like it... well... u know i love abstract art right?? hehehe... i bought photography magazine just now in ss15... hehehe... browsing through the magazine... i went to play pool just now with Alyaa... hahaha... kinda bored today.. i have no mood to play... suprisingly huh??? hehehe... i was suppose to be happy to play pool.... he didnt answer my question endy... i dont know why.... what's happening???? well... now... i just dont want to think bout it... i'd prefer to think that evertyhing is going fine... and i just wanna finish this semester quickly and go home.... i'll be having one month holiday... phew... what a relieve... i really need a break Endy... i'm hurt enough... i'm stressed enough... i wish i could runaway from this problem!! huh.... i'll continue later ok???



p/s: that's the screenshot of my poster... it turn out nice after i print it out in A3 size.. hehe..

i'm frustrated,
Natasha

First Blog Here..

Time: 7:50 a.m.
Venue: My room, Lagoon Perdana Apartment, Sunway City, Selangor.
Mood: Blur blur...
Condition: half-awake
Currently: listening to songs! haha..

hurm... this is my first time writing here... i have few blogs in other server... this place seems to be interesting... well... let me introduce myself, since i'm new here... i'm Natasha... you can call me either Natasha or Tasha... or to be formal... call me Miss Leow... hahaa... i'm a student... currently enrolling in Sunway University... well... i'm a multimedia student... gonna finish my 3rd semester very very soon... what else?? huh... oh ya... i'm from Penang!!!! haha... how can i forget that???? i miss Penang! well... if you wanna read my previous blog... you could go to my Yahoo 360 Blog! hehhehe... hurm... but for your info... nowadays... my blog post mood are always sad... because someone special in my life is not here with me... hahaha... so if you dont like having the sad mood... you could skip that blog!! hhahaha... basically, my blog will be bout myself... what i do everyday and what i feel everyday... ahh.... cut it short... i just write whatever cross my mind!! hahahaa... usually i'll start my blog with the "time, venue... etc..." thingy... that's my style of writing... hehehe... and i'll usually write someone's name... which is Endy... well... lots of people been asking who is he... he's actually my best buddy who pass away cause of lung cancer.... so all of my blog are actually dedicated to him... writing a blog is just like i'm talking to him... so... i hope you'll enjoy my writing... thanks for dropping by... hehehe... take care!

till then,
Natasha