Bestfriend

It's been a while since i last talk to my forever ever bestfriend. I think she's been avoiding me. Well, i guess it is my mistake. I did say something harsh to her, and, i know my apology the other day wasn't enough. I dont know. But what i know now is, I MISS HER SO MUCH. I have so many things that i want to share with her. My happiness, my sadness, my gossips, my life, basically. Have i lost her? I dont know. I really hope that this is not the end of our friendship. It has been a great 8 years of friendship. I still remember each one of us vow to grow old together and not letting anything to go in between our friendship. I tried calling her few times. No answer at all. I posted on her facebook just now. I just hope she will reply it. Coz i just miss her. Really miss her. She's the best friend i ever have. The one who could understand me, even without me explaining things to her. She knows me best. -tasha-

Studying studying dying...

For some reason, the word studying have the word dying in it. lol. oh yes, i am a dedicated student now. yeah, laugh! oh yes, i know you're still laughing. 

Serious shit, i've changed. i'm seriously dedicating my life towards my studies. it's been a week i didnt even get out from my house. i moved in into my new home last friday, and the last time i went out is on saturday! it's been campus-home-campus-home journey for me. i gotta go out!! i dont know either i'm bad in time management or the workload just wont stop. checklist keep piling up and i feel like i'm drowning. 

I'm gonna have lunch with Teri and Jason tomorrow at Seoul Garden. i seriously need to make this happen. i gotta GO OUT! i need it for my sanity. i'm even planning to get stuck at home this weekend to finish up my magazine layout! arghhh i'm going insane. another 2 years of this craziness. 

to parents out there.....

whenever your child want to major in graphic design.... 

STOP THEM.

it's insane!

bye!

Tash

Long Distance Relationship...

...is the toughest shit ever.

oh yeah, trust me it's hard. randomly i google up some keywords and ended up on long distance relationship stuff. well, i spent hours reading the website and i think i'm gonna give it a shot with my man. I do love this man, and, i'm gonna make sure it works. At least, one day, i could look up to myself and say, "I've tried", if things doesn't go well. 

Here's some article that i think every couple out there (who's in long distance relationship) should know.

• How to Make a Long Distance Relationship Work
• Love Letter
• Long Distance Relationship Activities & Ideas
• 100 Questions
• Online Multiplayer Games for Long Distance Relationship

yeah, LAUGH and call me insane for googling this. Even i am laughing at myself right now. believe it or not, you want to click and read those article. 

AND YES,

YOU CAN THANK ME LATER!

Tash

Gamble?

Life is a gamble,
at least that's what i believe.

Love is always painful,
at least that's what i believe.

I've been hurt, been cheated, been abandoned & been fooled.
But i've never give up on love as i do believe that there's someone out there for me.

No matter how painful the process of looking for the right one,
I'll never ever give up as i believe that Life is a gamble.

I think I am making the right decision.
I think things will work out with the next one.

Even if it doesn't,
I'll learn a new level of pain,
I'll gain a brand new experience of life,
And I'll be much much wiser in choosing my path.

Sayang.

Sayang.
Satu perkataan yang sangat mendalam.


Fikir habis-habis sebelum sebut.
Analisis betul-betul hati dan perasaan.


Benda tu nyata atau sementara?


Jangan sakitkan hati orang.
Jangan bagi janji tak pasti pada orang.


Yang pasti,
Aku belum ready nak sayang sape2 pun. 

Roses.

Komen.

Satu komen yang sangat-sangat touching.

Thanks bro, you made me realize that I have something out of that game after all.

You made me happy.

Morning:
1. Breakfast with you.
2. Went to the beach for a quick smoke with you. Really enjoy the beach *heart*


Afternoon:
1. Lunch with Linda, Syafiq and you.
2. Went to checkout place for your gathering in Batu Feringgi.
3. Tea time with all of you.


Night:
1. Watch MU match with Nisha and you.
2. Watch Carling Cup final with you.


So yes, YOU made me happy.
YOU know who you are.


Thank you.
For being the fantastic you.

A life lesson from Fazlin.

I met an old friend.
Last time i saw her was 12 years ago.
She was recently married to a very nice man.
That man was her classmate back in high school.

From what I've heard...
she doesn't really go through the process of "relationship".
They were casually meeting up and going out as friend. (correct me if i'm wrong)
Decided to get married on 31st December 2011.
Now, she's pregnant.

My observation,
She look happier than ever.
Still being herself, the girl i used to know 12 years ago.
The stories she told me was really really funny.

Yes,
She complaint bout her in-laws, her husband being hopeless-romantic, etc.
But if you see the glow on her face, the endless happiness in her eyes...
There's no words that could elaborate those feelings.

Honestly,
I envy her.
She's lucky.

but... to think of it.
Maybe that is the way?
Stop the relationship crap.
Be casual, and, when the time comes, tie the knot.

P/s: Fazlin, only god knows how happy I am for you. You've found happiness. You've settled down like totally. CONGRATULATIONS! Also, Thank you for opening my eyes, that happiness could be that simple.

Tasha

Day 2.

Day 2...

Finally feeling sad.

I want a hug, like, SERIOUSLY.

Remembering all those memories, beautiful memories, made me cry.

SHIT.