Studying studying dying...

For some reason, the word studying have the word dying in it. lol. oh yes, i am a dedicated student now. yeah, laugh! oh yes, i know you're still laughing. 

Serious shit, i've changed. i'm seriously dedicating my life towards my studies. it's been a week i didnt even get out from my house. i moved in into my new home last friday, and the last time i went out is on saturday! it's been campus-home-campus-home journey for me. i gotta go out!! i dont know either i'm bad in time management or the workload just wont stop. checklist keep piling up and i feel like i'm drowning. 

I'm gonna have lunch with Teri and Jason tomorrow at Seoul Garden. i seriously need to make this happen. i gotta GO OUT! i need it for my sanity. i'm even planning to get stuck at home this weekend to finish up my magazine layout! arghhh i'm going insane. another 2 years of this craziness. 

to parents out there.....

whenever your child want to major in graphic design.... 

STOP THEM.

it's insane!

bye!

Tash

Orientation Leader

Alright, let's come clean, I sit at home all day long, thinking what to post for today's entry. I almost gave up on today's content. that's how bad I am at writing nowadays!!!

then, this email came in:

LOL..... this just made my day!

Such a good start for new year! 2012 is so gonna be a good year. It is my year btw. DRAGONNN!!!

I hate MAC

....and i bought a Macbook Pro 15 inch.

Good luck!

Seriously gonna curse a lot.
I'm in a Mac-dominated world.

now..... how do I install windows with the boot camp.

LOL.

A new life ahead!

Yes people! I would like to scream to the whole world. After 3 years of waiting, and working compulsively in a ridiculous field, I am finally stepping my feet into a campus once again.

(photo randomly taken from google)

Well, it's gonna be a 3 years of BA (Hons) Graphic Communication Design course in Taylor's Lakeside Campus. Trust me, I fall in love the first time i went there! Ok, this is just a graphical picture, but i promise to upload real picture taken from my DSLR! lets just hope I still know how to use a camera. lol.

I'll be driving down to Sunway later and I haven't pack a thing. LOL silly me. Will start packing after typing this entry. As promised, i will start writing on this blog once again. I've been on hiatus for too long already.Frankly speaking, I am so excited to start a new life ahead, holding up the the same title i once had, a student. However, i do need to brush up on my sketching and drawings. I hope i'll do just fine. please pray for me!

I do have one issue with nicknames though. I'm sort of in a dilemma.... either to make people still call me Tash or just Ace. lots of people been calling me Ace now. So, what do you think?

Till then, GOOD LUCK to me.

Lots of love,

Tash

A Fresh Start!

Hi there everyone,

My apologize for the longest hiatus ever. 

i'm not busy, i'm not occupied with anything, nothing, TOTALLY nothing. 

What I've been doing lately then?

Well, I travel back and forth, tweaking my mind, thinking deep, WHAT'S NEXT?

Received a job offer from a company that i really want, REJECTED it.

Why? Because i still believe in that DEGREE i was waiting for.

*****

CHAPTER 23

Yes, I'm 23 this year. so, this is chapter 23 of my blog, and of my life. If you're a follower of this damn blog, you'll know what's first on my wishlist, a DEGREE. 

Tomorrow, I'm leaving Penang once again. Just like what i did 4 years ago. A young girl with big dreams, stepping into Sunway University, hoping to cope among the best of education. Did i get it? Yes. Did i enjoy my college life? Definitely, Yes. Did i excel in studies, Hell yeah! Graduated class of 2008, together with Ellyshia, Melita, Su Weng, Raymond and Vishminna. Yes, only us left. we started as 14 in the class. just us left. 

Gosh, how i miss Aaron and Azuan's lame joke. How i miss them floitering around with me in Subang. How i miss playing poker and pool with them. How i miss skipping class with them, and hanging out at Orange. How i miss competing in classes. how i miss being the most outstanding student in class. how i miss walking in the college and people looking at me as if i'm a freak. damn, i miss everything about college. i miss that title.

Tomorrow, 

Will be a new life for me. a brand new life. i will gasp every single breath i have, with courage and with all i had to bet, to that title, once again, STUDENT. This time, it's sweeter than ever. I am nobody's burden. I'm on my own. For bad or worst, it's on me now. My decision all the way. They don't know how much this mean for me. even if i have to really suffer this 2 years of education, i will go through it, with whatever is left with me.

I've pack my bags. Settle up my documents. Got myself a job. Enrolled in February intake. Applied for scholarships. I'm fully confident that i'm almost done right here. ALMOST. i just need a proper place to stay. so far, i'm staying kinda far from college. a friend's place. an old mate. Emi. remember her?

Besides all that,

Family are getting better. Mom got herself a new civic as a birthday present from dad. it shows that their relationship is getting better. well, i better keep praying for their happiness. they deserve each other, despites whatever shit that happens to our family. Our family business are also expanding. mom open a new branch of her shop. Dad got promoted as the CEO. brothers are all fine. 

I broke up with Jack. Why? I don't think i want to reveal it here. let me just say, he's a nice person, but he's not ambitious enough for me. he just wants to settle for average. you guys of all people knows it well that i'm not average. oh yes, i believe in myself. i am EXTRAORDINARY. 

The truth is, 

when i was with Jack, i suffered for the last few months of our relationship. Now, I'm with someone better. Someone who deserves me more than anyone else. someone that i failed to see at first. Someone, who started as a friend. For now, he wants to remains anonymous. he wants us to ride low. I respect that decision. so for now, my mouth is sealed. 

******

Everything is falling into places now. things seems to be better, or wonderful, may i say. i've come this far, and, i'm not looking back. for now, i have a new plan in life. my new plan in life is to live for today, and not to worry bout tomorrow. there's always a way out. don't worry too much, dont structure yourself too hard, dont pressure your soul too bad. you deserve to sit back and enjoy this life. trust me, things will fall into places, by itself. dont try to fix anything that is not broken. 

Right now,

can i finish this studies with honour? can i cope to work and support myself without my parents help? can i cope with studies? can i get used to the new environment? can i survive this new relationship with that special someone? will i actually be with him forever? will i be an ART DIRECTOR as i've always wish since i was a little girl? will i be as successful as my babes in future? will i sit in the same table as future doctor, future lawyer, future pharmaceutic, future accountant and future remizer in 5 years time? The answer is, NO. NO for, WHO THE HECK KNOWS? sit back and enjoy the ride god crafted for you. 

Dont worry too much.

I've made a wrong turn once or twice. 

This is my life.

Still standing, with pride,

Tasha Leow

Progress: 80% done

What had been done so far?

• Bought more railings, done drilling them on the wall.
• Silk, cotton, indian cotton, chiffon, chiffon silk, syria, dubai, organza, pashmina displayed on the wall.
• Loyalty card is ready.
• labeling and tags are done.
• Stock nicely arrange in the store.

Today (Saturday) is the last day to settle everything. 20% left. i hope everything will be done by today! i still need to:

• Steam a few type of shawl.
• continue arranging the display, UNTIL I'M SATISFIED.
• put more display behind the counter.
• finally, unpack Ariani, and display them behind the counter. ok siyes tudung ni best! aku dah test drive! nicely fit.

ok, hopefully boleh abis by today. i'm extremely exhausted actually. ni semua mama nye kes lah. tiba2 last minute nak bukak satu lagi kedai. OTAK SEMINIT betui lah! adei. keja gila namanya ni. 

oh ya, i'm still thinking either to sell online or not. dah 2 online shop aku handle. boleh gila mcm ni. tp ramai kawan mintak aku buat online. eh ramai pulak kawan aku pakai tudung kan? wakakakak.

ok enough bout work. i hate talking bout work in my personal blog. nak sembang pasal keja, pi blog lain!

ok dah aku nak tidoq. NGANTOK nak mampos!

Mangsa buli mama,

Tasha Leow

Tipikal Sikap Melayu

Aku cakap aku mau tambah bisnes,

...diorang kondem.

Aku tanya soalan serius,

...diorang jawab main-main.

Aku buat survey market,

...diorang komen merapu-rapu. konon lawak. HAKTUIH.

Aku tengah lakar layout blog,

...diorang cakap aku tipikal seller. jual benda sama.

Aku mahu majukan bisnes,

...diorang sibuk suruh aku kawin. katanya biar husband jaga aku. WTF?

Cara-cara berbisnes pantas dikalangan manusia begini:

• Isnin aku pi amik barang.
• Selasa aku celebrate birthday Jack.
• Rabu aku pi clubbing dgn *menziarah* kawan2 kolej aku.
• Khamis aku balik Penang.
• Jumaat aku setup. Aiza @ Budak Kecik wajib mai!
• Mampoih pi kat angpa nak ckp pa pun, aku bukak kedai SABTU ni!

Dalam masa 4 bulan ni, aku KEJA KEJA KEJA KEJA KEJA.

Januari tahun depan aku masuk Bachelor of Arts (HONS) in Visual Communication Semester 7 bayar fees guna profit yg aku dpt tu.

Settle.

Ang tak puas hati tang mana habaq mai kat aku,

Tasha Leow

Ramadhan

bulan seribu keberkatan

bulan seribu rahmat

bulan aku belajar apa itu sabar

bulan aku belajar apa itu lapar

kesimpulan: ramadhan bulan penuh rahmat dan berkat, aku harus belajar sabar melayan kerenah customer mak aku sambil2 tahan lapar dan maki hamun.

p/s: some customer tu mmg boleh buat darah aku mendidih je. SABAR!

Sekian, harap maklum.

i am a graphic designer...

i am a graphic designer...
I am a graphic designer...

I want to be a graphic designer...

I will be a graphic designer....

Yes i will...

Conclusion: i register in Lim Kok Wing today!

So happy!

I'm a designer....

baca link kat bawah and tell me what do you think??

ARTICLE

1- aku rasa semua yg dia ckp tu sgt true!

2- aku penah pegi interview job web designer and diorang offer gaji rm1100!

3- buat diploma rm29,000. agak2 bila boleh habis bayar balik everything? (nasib baik parents yg bayarkan!)

4- keja mcm org gila tp gaji ttp sama. tak boleh claim apa2! damn!

conclusion:

baik aku concentrate bisnes online aku. goyang kaki pun duit masuk. fuh...

P/s: this is so typical!