You made me happy.

Morning:
1. Breakfast with you.
2. Went to the beach for a quick smoke with you. Really enjoy the beach *heart*


Afternoon:
1. Lunch with Linda, Syafiq and you.
2. Went to checkout place for your gathering in Batu Feringgi.
3. Tea time with all of you.


Night:
1. Watch MU match with Nisha and you.
2. Watch Carling Cup final with you.


So yes, YOU made me happy.
YOU know who you are.


Thank you.
For being the fantastic you.

A life lesson from Fazlin.

I met an old friend.
Last time i saw her was 12 years ago.
She was recently married to a very nice man.
That man was her classmate back in high school.

From what I've heard...
she doesn't really go through the process of "relationship".
They were casually meeting up and going out as friend. (correct me if i'm wrong)
Decided to get married on 31st December 2011.
Now, she's pregnant.

My observation,
She look happier than ever.
Still being herself, the girl i used to know 12 years ago.
The stories she told me was really really funny.

Yes,
She complaint bout her in-laws, her husband being hopeless-romantic, etc.
But if you see the glow on her face, the endless happiness in her eyes...
There's no words that could elaborate those feelings.

Honestly,
I envy her.
She's lucky.

but... to think of it.
Maybe that is the way?
Stop the relationship crap.
Be casual, and, when the time comes, tie the knot.

P/s: Fazlin, only god knows how happy I am for you. You've found happiness. You've settled down like totally. CONGRATULATIONS! Also, Thank you for opening my eyes, that happiness could be that simple.

Tasha

Word of wisdom of today

1. Hot
2. Pretty
3. Gorgeous
4. Not good looking person
5. Someone else is better than me
6. LOYAL
7. You're BLIND.

Courtesy of A.H.

And they said woman are complicated?

I rest my case.

13 years?

Dear Endy,

Today (i meant yesterday) i went out with one of my old friend from my primary school. His name is Izhar. It's been 13 years since we last met. Yes! The last time i meet him was in 1999. We were just a little kid back then. I am very happy to meet him, as we used to have such a great childhood together. We talk a lot. Reminiscing memories of our school days, our dearest friends and our moment together as kids. 

First, we meet up at KLCC around 12.30p.m., had lunch at Pepper Lunch, and of course, start talking about everything. Seriously, i had a great time. It's been a while since I am this happy. It's very refreshing to meet old friends and talk bout beautiful memories. Then, we went out to the park and walk around this we got exhausted and settle down on a bench under a nice shade of tree. There, again, we continue chatting our heart out, also bout memories. Seriously, i miss primary school. I miss being that little devil i used to be. I was such a happy kid back then. 

Then, Izhar suggested that we go for shisha session. So, he brought me to an arabic restaurant somewhere in KL (seriously can't recall where, I'm always lost in KL), and we get ourselves a pot of mint tea. At this point, i remembered my ex, who loves that tea. Again, we sat down and continue our story. Brought up lots of issue. Talk bout our schoolmates. Chat randomly and basically bout our current life. He told me that I changed a lot. LOL. I guess it's called growing up, my friend.

Next, we went for movie. Went to Pavilion and there's like a gazilion people there. Oh ya, note to all my readers, PLEASE DO NOT WATCH 11.11.11 because it is a nonsense movie. I actually feel sleepy watching that movie! BORING! Okay before i start blabbering on the movie, I better keep on track. My story is about my old friend, not that damn movie! LOL. We finally feel tired and decided to go back when the time hits 8.30p.m.!

Well, honestly, I really enjoy myself today. I've never been this happy for such a long time. Meeting Izhar after 13 years, really brings back such jolly memories. I love my school, and I love all of my friend. There's nothing that could replace a true friend. 

**********

Dear Izhar,

Thank you very much for such a lovely day. I would like to answer your question actually. You asked me either you've change. Yes, you do not change much as a person. I could still see the same boy i used to know 13 years ago. But, i guess your parents had done an excellent job of raising you into a gentleman. Yes, indeed you are. You used to tease me to the max during school, pulled my hair, kick my chair and yada yada yada. Today, I could see that the boy i used to know is no longer there. That boy who used to bully me actually opens the door for me, letting me go through the door first, and that boy is also concern bout what i think of him (yes i told you today that i don't judge, but i observe). You did apologize for your jokes, worrying that i will take it personally. Well, you don't have to worry bout me. I'm still the same Tasha you used to know. Just that I now wear 3 inch makeups and heels. LOL. Deep inside me, I am still the same Tasha. 

To be honest, I like talking to you. Sharing our point of view over life and society. Sharing our experience with jobs and workplace. Sharing just anything that came across our mind. It's seriously splendid to talk to someone who actually understand the value of quality talk. I've notice that you're very wise now. I can see that you think before you speak. I can sense that you analyze things surrounding you. That's actually a very healthy habit. I hope I didn't bore you with my stories and blabbering. I'm always a chatterbox when I'm in a comfort zone. Also, I would like to apologize if I've said something inappropriate, makes lame jokes, being to sarcastic and cynical and maybe being shallow in some point of view. But yeah, that's me. 

Nevertheless, I would like to convey my highest appreciation for being such a great company today. Seriously, i had fun. I hope that you have fun too. I'm so flattered to meet you today. I hope we'll keep in touch and stay friends forever. 

**********

Alright, I'm exhausted. Gotta get my arse into bed. Nite!

Condolences

My deepest condolences to Kak Mynn who lost her father on 24th December 2011.

Yaasin.

Al-Fatihah

You've lost your beloved brother.
Whom you love and respect.
I hope you'll be strong and subtle.
To accept the fact that he's gone.


I believe, He's a great man.
I believe, He's a good son.
I believe, He's loved by everyone.
I believe, He's done his best in life.


Now,
He's gone.
Leaving us behind.
With lots of memories.


I want you to be strong.
Accept it with an open mind.


All we can do now is to pray for him.
Hoping that god will give him the best place.


Al-Fatihah.

Star

I love my blog - Part I

For those out there, who owns a blog, a journal, or anything like that, this entry is dedicated to you guys. 


Ok, i'm facing  a case right here. i talk to one of my good friend on the net last night. she's a fun amazing girl. well, i hope she won't mind me writing bout her case here. just to share experience. She told me that she just deleted her blog, her 4 years blog. personally, i love her writing and i love that blog. never missed an entry. it's a personal blog, so she blog bout whatever happens around her. including the guy she had crush on, what she ate, family issue, yada yada yada. you know what i mean, right? 

So, i was shocked. For me, to delete something that you work on dedicatedly, for a few years, is just insane. Yes, for some of us out there, it's just a blog. something you put on the net. that's all. for me, well, i guess, for MOST bloggers, our blog is one of our most treasured treasure. Yeah, what the heck, i just write shits here, gossip bout my friend, talk shit bout my enemy, blabber bout my fashion sense, stuff i like, my Jack, and some other unimportant stuff. i think, even though what i write is junk, i still love this blog. the place where i express myself, be honest, totally honest, and learn more bout myself. trust me, i find it fun, reading on my own journal. thinking, how silly i was, back then. of course, learning from mistakes, day by day. 

Well, the reason why she deleted her blog was, she thinks that she can no more be herself there. she can no more write flawlessly. she can't be honest bout her feelings, she can't write some stuff and she have to think twice before writing anything there. Reason? Because the guy she love the most, is stalking her blog, and questioning every single piece she write there. questions like, "Why do you write that?", "Why do you do that?", "why do you think like that?" and etc. this is so frustrating. even for me. i've been through that. it feels like shit. i was like, "WTF, this is my freaking blog!". this is how i feel, deal with it. trust me, i've reach that moment, where i can no longer be myself in my blog. it's such a turn off for me. i don't know what to write. so, i decided just not to write, which is another frustrating case, because i love to write, even though i sucks in writing. i know, nobody gonna read my piece of junk here, but hey, i love this blog. deal with it. 

Ok, a piece of advice for you guys/girls out there. if your man/woman owns a blog, try to read her blog with an open mind. treat yourself as one of the reader, not as their bf/gf. of course, you can question us bout anything that we write in the blog, but please be careful with your words and tone. words could be harmful, tone could make it worst. don't make us feel pressured writing. we're just having fun, sharing our piece of mind right here. nothing much. one more thing, when we write something here, please don't take it too seriously. like, when i tell you guys, i hate my mom. well, that's just a 5 minutes moment of my life. shits happen. we all have our boiling point, and i'm not ashamed to admit that my boiling point is very low. i can reach there very fast. so, don't trigger it. be smart, like my Jack. he knows how to deal with me, even when i'm angry. 

All I want to do, is write, and, maybe, 20 years from now, read this blog through, before i die, thinking of years of my life. At least, there's a prove that Tasha Leow was once there in everyone's life. This blog, is a living prove. Trust me, you'll treasure this junk, one fine day. Cheers to all writers around the world. I SALUTE you guys. Never ever give up people. Don't stop writing, because, there's someone out there reading!

P/s: She retrieved her blog, and she never felt better. Never give up, babe! I'm with you.

P/s/s: I have a dream of registering for copywrights in the name of Tasha Leow, one fine day.

P/s/s/s: Wait for Part II of this issue. Gonna post it later, at night.

Blogger since August 2006,

Tasha Leow

Statement...

aku bosan pagi-pagi ni.

so just bloghopping je la.

tiba-tiba sorang kawan lama, 

rasanya last jumpa dia 2005,

PM aku kat Facebook.

sembang punya sembang,

dia cakap dia nak single.

aku rasa dia mcm takut.

aku klua satu statement.

"satu hari nanti ang akan jumpa org tu"

Dia diam. aku tambah lagi statement.

"love is beautiful"

Diam lagi.

so aku tambah lagi satu statement.

rasanya ultimate la kot statement ni.

ke statement ni sebab aku tgh in love dgn Jack?

"bagi aku la kan.... tak sempurna hidup takde cinta."

warhhhhhhhhh statement aku!!! 

betul ke weh ape aku ckp ni?

lain gile aku skang ni!

DAMN.

mcm boleh mati lak takde cinta kan? 

adeh, apa nak jadi ko ni tasha?

btw, minah tu tak reply terussssssss!

mungkin dia terkejut dgn aku.

pompuan heartless yg dia kenai dulu,

dah berubah tahap kaw punya.

(In memories, 2 Nilam 2002, budak duduk sebelah aku, kena kantoi dgn Miss Lee. Nanti aku cerita!)

P/s: zaman skolah dulu, aku budak paling jahat skali. sampai skarang kalau cikgu-cikgu jumpa aku, depa nanti senyum panjang. pastu cerita kat student-student depa, ni student paling gila depa penah jumpa. demerit aku bersepah-sepah. boyfriend? sorry tak layan! (except for Nick). tu pun sembang aku hang dgn dia. damn. dlm kepala otak aku, nak blah class, nak lepak jamming, nak lari dari rumah. kesian mak bapak aku. ish ish ish.

Masa form 2 angpa panggil aku,

DevilTash

Korang nak tgk budak gemok tak?

Budak gemok. tgk dia gemok cemane. gile kan????

Taken end of 2008.

74kg

ok another budak gemok. but less gemok lah. 

siyes puas aku carik gambar full body. tah kemana pic2 aku.

Taken last raya.

64kg

ok ok jumpa 1 pic. taken 2 weeks ago. 

pegi toy museum dgn Novita.

this one still 65kg

**************************************

Kenapa saya budak gemok?

Jap.... i show u why.

ni dia... introducing tukang pelingkup diet aku.

Mayam suke ajak makan mcm2. ni kitorang mkn Portuguese tart!

sinful kan???? 

me indulging the food. LOL.

fuh ni lagi tahap teruk.

sipping every single whipped cream!!!

kalau 3 org ni jumpa, perkataan DIET mmg takde dlm kamus.

we splurge!

we pampered ourselves!

with glorious food!

tgk tgk tgk!!!

curik2 makan laddo!!

ni kiah yg ajar!!!

bile nak kurus ah?

now i'm only 62kg

bile nak 54kg?

so slow ler i lost weight.

it's been 3 months.

i only lose 12kg.

STOP MAKAN LAH WOI!

ko gemok, gemok, gemok!

tgk gemok tu.

gemok

gemok

gemok

tp apa2 pun....

aku nampak paling muda.

aku kak long.

tp aku nampak mcm adik.

kan kan kan?

wakakakakaakakakka.

tgk tgk tgk.

betul kan???

i'm younggggg!

.....and budak ni plak suruh saye kurus.

adei.

ok pic ni takde kena mengena.

saje letak sebab nice shot tu.

tp my Jack gile.

main basketball pakai jeans.

wakakaakaka.

MORAL OF THIS ENTRY: AKU TGH LAPAR, SO AKU MEM BUSY KAN DIRI. TAKMO MAKAN. SO AKU TGK PIC BUDAK GEMOK NI DGN HARAPAN AKU TAKKAN MAKAN. AND I THINK IT WORKS. NOW I'M SLEEPY. YES YES YES. IM NOT GONNA EAT! MINTAK MAAF LA SEMUA. AKU MEREPEK BYK LATELY. WAKAKAKAKAKA. I WONDER WHY U GUYS STILL READ MY BLOG. HANGPA SEMUA GILA KA?

Happy Father's Day

Tasha says, "Happy Father's Day abah. Besok abah blanja mkn ek?"

so here we are. in Friday's. lol.

as usual, we started with Chicken Fajita Nachos. lol. our family fav.

they ordered steak. i ordered fish n chip because i know i can never finish the steak platter! abah ordered chicken salad. lol .he's always on diet!

ok, enjoy the pic!

Our starter

Chicken Salad

My Fish n chip. cant even finish that!

Cajun Sirloin Steak. Nazrul finish em all!

Nasriq and mama ordered the same steak. so MUMMY's boy! bweekkk.

Nasriq and abah.

Nazrul and abah.

the prettiest of them all... hahaha... because i'm the only girl. so i'm the prettiest.

overall, today's lunch was amazing. feels like i got my family back. please pray that my family will be like this forever. i love them all.

Dear abah,

Despite whatever had happen in our family these few years, all the happiness and sorrow we've been through, the ups and downs, the argument, the silent treatment we gave to each other, i am still your girl. Happy Father's Day, abah. You're always in my heart.

your daughter,

tasha leow

Thanks Meen!

Berikut adalah komen Meen about me:

Takder la lamer kenal...jumper pun bru lah dlm 4 kali...tp lucu..dia masih muda...tp matang..itu dpt aku huraikan...bgusla..ank2 muda berpikiran matang...dia ni selalu pikir dia tk cntik..nk jer aku hempuk...dia jgk suka ttg solek2...so...kalau saper2 nk thu ttg solek2..leh mintak pandangan tasha..tentu kamu semua kenali dia kan..tingat waktu dia..serai..ais..saper nth lagi lam room borak pasal alat kecantikan...aku ni blur..aku py muka main taram jer alat aper...tp sonok tgk pmpn2 ckp bab kecantikan...aku dpt bacer ajer..dpt jgk ilmu.time kasih tasha..jgn berhenti dr memberi ilmu kecantikan...

Skrg dh nmpk tasha kurang join room...maybe ader kesulitan..tkpe...paham...ceriakanlah room itu..walaupun meen dh tkder...

Hup hup...tingat pagi2 tasha selalu tunggu meen spin lagu2 kegemaran dia...lagu2 club dia suker sgt...hik hik hik...piz tasha...blogging khas utk tasha...

Meen ingat aku nak majuk setahun dgn dia... sebab aku komen kat previous entry dia... dia buat entry tak letak nama aku dlm list kawan2... hehee... thanks meen... aku gurau je!! siyes best kawan dgn ko.

whatever it is... dont give up YM and dont give up being my friend. because i know i'll never give up. i'm always here for you. no matter what people think bout you, just dont give a fuck about them okay. take care. much love.

Tasha

i miss this people...

from left: mohammed, jabir a.k.a. Mr. 7 inches, matthew, nicholas, stanley!

oh yes, i miss them a lot. the king of bullshit. trust me, you'll never find any further bullshitting friend other than this people! lol. mohammed is in Subang, Jabir in Bukit Jalil, Nick is in Perth and Stanley is M.I.A.!

this picture was taken last 2 years in Asia Cafe. yeah, we love it there. loving the food, loving the chicks, and loving the pool table. esp me and Nick! lol. we could spend hours there, playing pool, and cursing each other.

i dont know why, i really miss those moment. my moment as a student. damn, cant wait to be a student once again!

whatever it is.... i miss this people! damn!

and of course... i miss this one the most....

miss u B!

Saiz S, M, L

bongok la budak2 ym ni! wakakakaka....

Going to kl tomorrow

yeah, just dropping by to tell you this. i'm going there tomorrow. might nto be back till next weekend. so take care endy!

in case you'll miss me...

here's my pic! lol.

P/s: ambik gambaq ni atas jejantas gelugor... gila punya Hasnas... ajak aku pi cari Takaful sampai 3 tempat.. pastu dgn heels and pencil skirt aku panjat jejantas! on the way balik ambik gambaq atas jejantas. WTF? oh ya.. note that over-weight me? lol.

bye!

A great night out with Ain, Juwita and Romey!

time: 5.12 a.m.
venue: home
mood: excited!

heyya Endy,
first of all, yeah im back in blogging world. sorry for abandoning you. i miss u!

today,
i met my old old old friend, Ain. i was bored so i text her. she said she is going out! cool! because i needed to blow off some steam! lol. first, we went up to batu ferringi for dinner. we plan to go to Hard Rock. well, us being us, always have a change of plan, we headed back to gurney. went to G Hotel. there's a club named G-Spot. lol. i love the name! wakakaka... dont be tempted with the name coz the place is kinda dull! well, maybe for me.

we then head down to town. wandering around looking for a nice cafe to chill, we ended up in Rain. crowd was ok ok... music is good. and yeah, we were there till they close. lol. i had fun tonight. dancing and floitering. lol.

the reason why i write this entry... is because i wanna tell the whole world how much i miss hanging out with GIRLS! i've been hanging out with guys too much! lol...

so, any girls wanna go out??

you know where to find me!

chow!

P/s: i miss Ain so much, she's the coolest!

Do we look alike?

Time: 4.05 a.m.
Venue: Home
Mood: errr... bloated?
Currently: too full, due to over-excessed food consumption!
Endy,
nothing much for today. just came online to check my mails. yeah, have to answer customer's question and i'm not gonna keep them waiting! anyways... check this out!

i dont think that we look alike. but lots of people claims so. so, leave me a comment. tell me what do you think bout us? in my opinion, HELL NO! 

ANYWAY, I REALLY AM FAT NOW. WTF TASH. 15KG TO LOSE. WORK YOUR LAZY FAT ARSE.

need some thoughts,

TASH

Good Bye Yasmin Ahmad

Time: 4:05 a.m.
Venue: Home
Mood: kinda sad?
Currently: just found out that Yasmin Ahmad passed away.

Endy,
again, i was blog-hopping, till i reach U-Jean's blog. Yasmin Ahmad passed away? quoting;

Yasmin Ahmad dies

KUALA LUMPUR, July 26 —Renowned film and advertising director Yasmin Ahmad died here at about 11.25 pm last night.

Her death was confirmed by Media Prime Group Chief Operations Officer Datuk Seri Ahmad Farid Ridzuan, who was at the Damansara Specialist Hospital, when contacted by Bernama.

Yasmin, 51, collapsed while presenting a working paper at Sri Pentas, the headquarters of the private television station TV3 on Thursday and was rushed to the Damnsara Specialists Hospital.

She was reported to have suffered a stroke and brain haemorrhage - Bernama

source: The Malaysian Insider

A brief background of Yasmin Ahmad, for those who don't know her.

Yasmin Ahmad (1958 - 2009) was a critically-acclaimed multi-award winning film director, writer and scriptwriter from Malaysia and was also the executive creative director at Leo Burnett Kuala Lumpur. Her television commercials and films are well-known in Malaysia for their humour, heart and love that crosses cross-cultural barriers, in particular her ads for Petronas, the national oil and gas company. Her works have won multiple awards both within Malaysia and internationally.


A graduate in arts majoring in politics and psychology^[2] from a British university^[3], she worked as a trainee banker in 1982 for two weeks. After that she worked for IBM as a marketing representative while moonlighting as a blues singer and pianist by night. Yasmin began her career in advertising as a copywriter at Ogilvy & Mather. In 1993 she moved to Leo Burnett as joint creative director with Ali Mohammed and eventually rising to executive creative director at Leo Burnett Kuala Lumpur.


Her first film was Rabun in 2002. Yasmin's films have won many international awards and praise from the critics and public alike. Most of her films have been screened at the Berlin, San Francisco, Singapore and Cannes (film market) international film festivals. Her films were featured in a special retrospective^[4] at the 19th Tokyo International Film Festival in October 2006. An April 2007 retrospective^[5] of her feature films was sponsored by the Center for Southeast Asian Studies, University of Hawaii, and the Honolulu Academy of Arts.


She suffered a stroke and was admitted to hospital. She was pronounced dead at 11.25 p.m, 25th July 2009.

source: Wikipedia

oh well, she went to my dream school. but she went to the Honolulu branch. i wanna go to San Francissco branch. anyway, i do respect her work. i'm not saying this because she's gone. but i said this because i studied her film. awesome lady.

Al-Fatihah.

Truth,
Tash