Gamble?

Life is a gamble,
at least that's what i believe.

Love is always painful,
at least that's what i believe.

I've been hurt, been cheated, been abandoned & been fooled.
But i've never give up on love as i do believe that there's someone out there for me.

No matter how painful the process of looking for the right one,
I'll never ever give up as i believe that Life is a gamble.

I think I am making the right decision.
I think things will work out with the next one.

Even if it doesn't,
I'll learn a new level of pain,
I'll gain a brand new experience of life,
And I'll be much much wiser in choosing my path.

Sayang.

Sayang.
Satu perkataan yang sangat mendalam.


Fikir habis-habis sebelum sebut.
Analisis betul-betul hati dan perasaan.


Benda tu nyata atau sementara?


Jangan sakitkan hati orang.
Jangan bagi janji tak pasti pada orang.


Yang pasti,
Aku belum ready nak sayang sape2 pun. 

Roses.

Komen.

Satu komen yang sangat-sangat touching.

Thanks bro, you made me realize that I have something out of that game after all.

You made me happy.

Morning:
1. Breakfast with you.
2. Went to the beach for a quick smoke with you. Really enjoy the beach *heart*


Afternoon:
1. Lunch with Linda, Syafiq and you.
2. Went to checkout place for your gathering in Batu Feringgi.
3. Tea time with all of you.


Night:
1. Watch MU match with Nisha and you.
2. Watch Carling Cup final with you.


So yes, YOU made me happy.
YOU know who you are.


Thank you.
For being the fantastic you.

A life lesson from Fazlin.

I met an old friend.
Last time i saw her was 12 years ago.
She was recently married to a very nice man.
That man was her classmate back in high school.

From what I've heard...
she doesn't really go through the process of "relationship".
They were casually meeting up and going out as friend. (correct me if i'm wrong)
Decided to get married on 31st December 2011.
Now, she's pregnant.

My observation,
She look happier than ever.
Still being herself, the girl i used to know 12 years ago.
The stories she told me was really really funny.

Yes,
She complaint bout her in-laws, her husband being hopeless-romantic, etc.
But if you see the glow on her face, the endless happiness in her eyes...
There's no words that could elaborate those feelings.

Honestly,
I envy her.
She's lucky.

but... to think of it.
Maybe that is the way?
Stop the relationship crap.
Be casual, and, when the time comes, tie the knot.

P/s: Fazlin, only god knows how happy I am for you. You've found happiness. You've settled down like totally. CONGRATULATIONS! Also, Thank you for opening my eyes, that happiness could be that simple.

Tasha

Day 2.

Day 2...

Finally feeling sad.

I want a hug, like, SERIOUSLY.

Remembering all those memories, beautiful memories, made me cry.

SHIT.

God answered me.

Hurm...

I guess, no more hide and seek game.

God has given me his answer.

And now, I'm torn in every single way.

But hey, at least I MOVE ON!

Love,
Tash

Question?

It's time to seriously make decision.
Question is, what will i decide?
Am i doing the right thing?
I love you, but, it seems that you've lost the spark.

Goodbye???

It's bitter when...

...he doesn't call as much as before.
...he stop paying attention to you, online or offline.
...he talk to other girl more than he talks to you.

I'm done talking. You do the talking now :)