Friday, October 28, 2011

The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe



Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"- here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" -
Merely this, and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice:
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more."

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore.
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning- little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered- not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
Of 'Never - nevermore'."

But the Raven still beguiling all my fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then methought the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore:
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted- tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend," I shrieked, upstarting -
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!
People call it the best poem bla bla bla. i call it nonsense!

Monday, October 24, 2011

Kalau lah dunia ni takde lelaki sial dan perempuan jalang murahan.... aman dunia sampai hari kiamat

(title taken from my fb status)

oh yes... aku sangat tak faham kadang-kadang. spouse korang dah cantik sangat. dah baik sangat. nak kata perfect tu tipu la. nabi je maksum. tuhan je perfect. so ada pros and cons lah everyone. ko carik la pompuan/jantan perfect cemane pun.. surely ade flaws. 



the question is....
bila dah ada yg baik, yg jaga kebajikan kita, APAHAL GEDIK SANGAT NAK MENGGATAL DGN YG LAIN? ke mmg lumrah manusia, suka cari pasal? suka buat org sakit hati? sgt tak faham. dah byk sgt tgk kes mcm ni. naik fedup ah.

boleh tak for once kau blaja SETIA?

susah sgt?

ape kau perfect sgt ke sampai kau rasa betina2 atau jantan2 tu gila kat kau?



(tak pasal pepagi aku maki hamun)


bye

Saturday, August 20, 2011

I hate MAC

....and i bought a Macbook Pro 15 inch.

Good luck!

Seriously gonna curse a lot.
I'm in a Mac-dominated world.

now..... how do I install windows with the boot camp.

LOL.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Puasa

People: Tasha, puasa tak hari ni?
Tasha: Yer... puasa.
People: Alhamdulillah, baguslah.
Tasha: You sembahyang tak hari ni?
People: (smile and walk off)

Dear PEOPLE,

Rukun Islam

  • Mengucap dua kalimah syahadah


  • Menunaikan solat fardu lima waktu


  • Berpuasa pada bulan Ramadan


  • Membayar zakat - Zakat fitrahZakat harta


  • Mengerjakan Haji di Mekah bagi mereka yang mampu



  • Sembahyang tu jatuh no 2, puasa jatuh no 3. hari2 perlu tanya org puasa ke tak. tp tak pernah soalkan pasal sembahyang. kenapa ek? 

    Nothing personal actually. just pelik dgn BUDAYA kita. puasa 30 hari berkobar2 buat, siap perli2 org tak puasa. Kalo tak puasa kena tangkap dgn jabatan, tak sembahyang camne lak? well, for me, ibadah tu just keep it to yourself. I puasa or not, sembahyang or not, I dont have to announce it to the whole world.

    I'm just sick of these environment. 

    Selamat berpuasa to all muslim,
    and also to my fellow friends yg baru blaja berpuasa.

    bravo guys.

    May god bless us all.

    Sunday, July 24, 2011

    A new life ahead!

    Yes people! I would like to scream to the whole world. After 3 years of waiting, and working compulsively in a ridiculous field, I am finally stepping my feet into a campus once again.

    (photo randomly taken from google)

    Well, it's gonna be a 3 years of BA (Hons) Graphic Communication Design course in Taylor's Lakeside Campus. Trust me, I fall in love the first time i went there! Ok, this is just a graphical picture, but i promise to upload real picture taken from my DSLR! lets just hope I still know how to use a camera. lol.

    I'll be driving down to Sunway later and I haven't pack a thing. LOL silly me. Will start packing after typing this entry. As promised, i will start writing on this blog once again. I've been on hiatus for too long already.Frankly speaking, I am so excited to start a new life ahead, holding up the the same title i once had, a student. However, i do need to brush up on my sketching and drawings. I hope i'll do just fine. please pray for me!

    I do have one issue with nicknames though. I'm sort of in a dilemma.... either to make people still call me Tash or just Ace. lots of people been calling me Ace now. So, what do you think?


    Till then, GOOD LUCK to me.

    Lots of love,

    Tash


    Sunday, July 17, 2011

    Hiatus?

    Yes it is a long hiatus for me. Didnt really go anywhere. just got fedup of writing i guess? everytime i try to start writing, i just froze. i guess i'm no more a writer? lol.

    anyways, it's great to be here. feels like home. a place that i can say out loud just anything that i want. i miss u guys so much. i miss my reader. i miss my blogger friend. thanks for supporting me all this while. thanks for sharing all my dumb story, my silliness, my sadness, my happiness over something stupid and my undeniable deep emotional feelings.

    i think i will start writing here. it wont be as good as before, as i'm starting over as a writer. i will try my best.

    p/s: Endy, im sorry for abandoning you dear :(
    lots of love.

    Tash

    Thursday, April 07, 2011

    Zaman itu dah over ok!


    Step-step aku berchatting kat FB.
    1. Orang PM aku.
    2. aku tak kenal, so aku tanye sape?
    3. Dia ckp nak kenal.
    4. Aku ckp bye.
    5. Aku bukak profile dia.
    6. Aku delete.
    7. Aku block.
    8. Settle.

    Yes, i am that straight-forward.
    • Mintak maaf la kalau ko nak ckp aku ni sombong ke, prasan lawa ke, bajet cun ke, ape-kejadah ke.
    • Tapi aku mmg tak boleh nak layan spesies-spesies manusia mcm ko.
    • Randomly add org pastu ajak chat, konon-konon nak berkenalan.
    • Sorry la kalau korang nak anggap aku sombong, tp aku bosan ok kalau sehari kene layan 10 malaun mcm ni.
    • Aku bosan dgn perangai-perangai typical mcm ni.
    • Kalau ko pm awek tu pastu awek tu tak berminat, tutup je chatbox tu, move on dgn awek lain plak.
    • Takyah nak ckp dia sombong ke, bongkak ke, ape ke.
    • Lagi satu, ayat2 "hi, A.S.L. pls, boleh kenal, mcm kenal la, umur brapa, tinggal mana, keje ke study, buat apa, tak tido lagi ke, awak ni mix ke" tak payah la nak tanya aku. aku dah muak chatting mcm ni zaman2 skolah dulu. I'M DONE!
    • Dunia ni luas, aku mungkin tak suka layan, tp pompuan lain mungkin suka layan.
    • So, ko gi carik ur match ok?
    • BTW, bukan aku gedik-gedik nak approve friend request ko. kadang-kadang aku approve sebab aku ingat member-member lama aku. tambah-tambah lak ada 100 mutual friend. rupa-rupanya ko add semua geng2 aku. 
    • Malaun-malaun berkenaan kalau aku ter-ADD aku takkan pikiaq 2 kali nak remove.
    • Harap maklum.
    **Edit: Beberapa minit lepas aku post entry ni, dia inbox aku kat FB pulak. malas mau cerita panjang. tgk sendiri print screen. kali ni aku malas nak censored nama dia.

    Sunday, April 03, 2011

    Back to your root, back to ground zero.

    When you're successful,
    always remember the ground.


    When you're on top of the world,
    always look down to your root.


    When you're nothing,
    climb up the ladder again.


    When everything falls apart,
    go back home.


    The best place in the world!


    I'm coming home, next month.
    I'm done here.


    back to my root.
    back to ground zero.


    Tasha

    Saturday, April 02, 2011

    Answer me.

    Honestly,
    I've been thinking bout this for a few weeks.
    I don't know how to explain things. Let alone elaborating the feelings.

    When you asked me, 
    What are you thinking?

    I don't know how to answer.
    Because, i don't know how to tell you.
    That you've change like 180 degrees.

    Yes,
    We're still together.

    Yes,
    We're in love.

    But I miss those moment when we're so deeply into each other.

    Why does it have to change?

    If all relationship fade day by day, then how do we go through our life?
    Relationship is suppose to grow taller day by day.

    Or maybe it is not true love?

    Answer me.

    Tasha

    Friday, April 01, 2011

    I love...

    I love...
    to hold your hands.

    I love...
    to talk to you.

    I love...
    to argue with you.

    I love...
    to call you whenever i think of you.

    I love...
    to SMS you just to ask silly question.

    I love...
    to see you making cute faces.

    I love...
    it when you become a gentleman.

    I love...
    it when you know exactly what i like.

    I love...
    it when you talk bout your life for that day.

    I love...
    sharing food with you.

    I love...
    spending time with you, even we're doing nothing.

    I love...
    being by your side, even when you're busy doing assignment. 

    I love...
    YOU!

    Tasha

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