Davidoff smoke in the air....

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Happy Birthday Tiqah!

Time: 8:48 a.m.
Venue: My Honey's place...
Mood: Happy..
Condition: Kinda tired and sleepy
Currently: Accompanying him studying...

Endy,
Morning dear... kinda weird huh to get a blog from Tasha early in the morning?? hehe... i dont even sleep yet... as usual... being an owl... How are you Endy?? i'm enjoying my holiday... this is one of the most miraculous holiday i've ever have... spending time doing nothing and counting days for my birthday this 20th May... i'm gonna be 20 this year... getting older... getting wiser... and of course... i'm happier than last year...

as the matter of fact, i'm really falling in love with him... he's great... i didnt regret risking my soul for him... i'm really happy... i felt appreciated when i'm with him... one best thing about him is i can talk to him... about anything... you name it... he always listen... even though we argue most of the time.. hehehe... i feel free whenever i'm with him...

phew... lets change the topic now... dont want to talk so much on him... i dont want to be addicted to him... well, today is my very best friend's birthday... Atiqah!!! i miss you babe! i'm sorry i cant be there on your birthday... i'm just having too much thing in my hand now... and my honey is having exam today... i have to support him... but dont worry babe... i've got your pressie with me... hehehe...

Tiqah,
trust me, you're one of my very best friend... you've done a lot for me... and i'll never forget that... nobody can ever take your place in my whole entire life... you hold a special place right here... i do miss you, a lot!! i wish i'm there in Penang... i'm sure if i'm there... you'll get one day leave from your boss!! we'll have so much fun!! whatever it is babe, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY... may god bless you... my prayers will always be with you... frankly, i'll miss you when you leave to India for your medical studies... in fact, i'm already missing you now... whatever it is, you're a great friend... i can still remember those days... Cambridge Diploma class... Starbucks... FoodLoaf... our passion towards coffee and cakes... our madness towards penang food... phew... i miss it all... i cant imagine living 5 years without you here!! damn!! haha... wtf am i being emotional early in the morning??? i'm leaving to States too... New York!! wait for Tasha... she's coming with her DSLR!!! it's just the matter of time...

ok-ok... let me stop this crap... i wanna go now... i'll update you next time ok Endy!! i'm blurr today... dunno what to do on my birthday... but one thing for sure, i'll be having 4 birthday party this year.... Endy, i wanna go disturb my honey now... haha... pity him... been studying since yesterday night... bye Endy... hehehe...

happy,
Tasha

Saturday, May 10, 2008

I'm Confused, I just dont understand!

Time: 1:07

Venue: His place

Mood: Dizzy

Condition: In pain

Currently: Waiting for someone..

Endy,

i finally finish up my assignment on the Video Production... phew... i didnt sleep the whole night and i manage to finish everything at 9 o'clock in the morning... after that, i sleep and sleep until 6 something... phew... what a nice thing to do!!! hehehehe... i'm still having 3D, VB and Implementation Project to do... both VB and IP will due after holiday... right now, i'm enjoying my holiday after the stupid fucked up semester.... i really hate this semester...

Endy,

do you know that you're the person i value the most?? you wanna know why?? because you listen.. because you understand... because you're just you... sometimes i really cant understand people... they can be ok at a time... and they can be uneasy at a time... well, all i can do is to wait for an answer... i'm not gonna ask anymore question... you know me right?? whenever i decide on something, that's it... i wont look back... for Nick, you should know this very well... we have to learn it the hard way now...

i'm so useless right now... i dont know what to do... i dont even know what to write to you Endy... but i just feel like talking to you... i miss you, dude! i miss those sweet lily you used to give me every single day... i miss you sweet voice.... advicing me on life... i miss everything we used to have... one thing i like about you is you're always open to me... by this... i dont feel useless... at least i know something... do i look like i dont deserve to know anything??? am i pampered??? i believe that i'm one of the person that people will turn to whenever they have obstacles in life... well, i dont expect much... i just wanna know what's wrong... hurm... should i post this blog later?? or should i keep it together with all the private blog i've write to you???

i'm so confused... i just dont understand... hurm... i better stop thinking of this...i dont want to have a sad face here, at my dearest's place... for now.. i just wanna spend the whole week with him... and then set back to college with a fresh mind... seriously.... i'm so sick of college... i really need a break... Endy, i'm really nto in the mood right now... Amir is chatting with me online... i wanna go talk to him... i'll continue next time ok??? i love you pal!

confused,

Tasha

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

For Better or Worst!

Time: 4:16 a.m.
Venue: Indah Villa Condo
Mood: Bored..

Endy,
well, million of sorry to you and my reader out there... guys... i've been freaking busy these days... classes, assignments, pool sessions, and of course, HIM. Endy, how are you, dear? i hope you're fine! as for me, i'm in the best of health! never been better anyway.... life is as usual... fun and happening... gosh... i really dont know where to start my blog... i've been abandoning this blog for so long! sorry Endy... i know you miss me! i miss you too... i miss writing to you every night... but my schedule just doesnt allow me to! i'm supposed to be sleeping by now, but i just cant... so i thought of writing to you...

as for classes, as usual, boring and dull class! thanks to Su Weng for making me going to class!! he's really a great friend... for now, i'm having one assignment which the deadline is this Friday! it's my video assignment... i have to write a proper script on some movie that i like and make proper planning... this assignment will lead to the 3rd one later... so i cant screw up this one! i have ideas on the storyline, but the hard part is the production planning... damn it's tough! i'm gonna get my VB and 3D assignment soon... actually i already got it... but it's not official yet... my lecturer gonna upload it to their folder.... i dont mind doing VB and Oracle... but 3D and Video is very challenging! yeah, i love multimedia... but... this shit is seriously not my cup of tea! ok, i dont want to elaborate more on studies... i'm sick enough! i just cant wait to graduate! finishing soon, thank god!

as for me and him.. we're doing fine... we're still in the process of knowing each other... he's seriously my type of guy.... he understand me, even though not perfectly, but still, he knows me and he loves me the way i am... i really appreciate that. no doubt that i like his attitude as well... he shares almost everything with me... i know that... and i love it... because with this, we can avoid misunderstanding... i really hate it when people misunderstood me! i'm not gonna say he's a perfect person for me... but what i know is... he knows who i am, we've never hide anything from each other... however, i still feel scared of this relationship... i'm scared to fall in love... maybe one day he will leave me... just like what Nick did... just like others.... yes... i'm taking a risk here... Endy, if one day, this relationship failed, will you be with me? will you sit beside me and wipe my tears?

Endy,
i'm an idiot right? right now, i'm supposed to be happy with him... i'm supposed to tell you all the sweet story... i'm supposed to be the happiest girl in the world... but why do i have to be worried? why? because i knew the feeling of being hurt. i knew what does it feel to be left unsaid. i knew the feeling of being humiliated. i dont want to face it all over again... god, can you let me hold this happiness forever? can this be eternity? you've been taking my soul piece by piece and yet, i still try my best to survive... i dont know either i could survive this time... you can take anything in this world but please... not the person that i love...

i dont know why i feel like this Endy! can you explain it to me? i dont want to be like this... i want to smile for him.. i always want him to be happy whenever he's with me. i hope i'm being a great girl for him. i don't want him to feel awkward. i dont want him to be worried of me. frankly, i just dont know why the hell am i thinking like this... yes, i admit, i'm 100% happy with him... it's just that i feel insecure... it's just me... fix it for me please! i started to fall in love once again..

i fall in love with his attitude.. i fall in love with his character... i fall in love with his charisma... i even fall in love with his broad-minded mind! yes, this is the quality that we share. he always owns an opinion that really suit my mind.. he's free... he never control... he argue.... a lot! and i love it... the best part is... he treated me as a human... Endy, in me, there's love for him... there's responsibility for him... and most importantly, there's something called RESPECT for him... he's one of the person that made me listen to him... you know it's hard for me to listen to someone, right? but i do listen to him... not because he's my guy, but because i have such a high level of respect for him...

Endy,
my mind is kinda blank right now.. maybe because i used it too much on my video assignment... and it's still not done! i have to continue it tomorrow! hopefully i could finish it by Thursday night! well, i better get going now... i have class at 10.30... i'm going to Digital Mall in PJ in the afternoon with Andrew. i wanna check out few gadget... hehehe... gtg Endy.. night! bye!

I love you,
Tasha

Thursday, April 24, 2008

1 week of madness!

Time: 6.16 a.m.
Venue: My Kitchen
Mood: Happy
Condition: Worried
Currently: Listening to Sayang Sayang, sang by Alif Aziz...

Endy,
Again, for i dont know how many times, i have to apologize to you.... i'm really sorry Endy... sorry for abandoning this blog... i lost interest in lots of thing nowadays... maybe because i was too busy with my brand new life with him... well, life still goes on as usual, but i have to add an extra slot for him... i want to spend quality time with him...

so, it's like almost a week i didnt write to you right??? the last time was the time i declare to you that i'm taken... well, today is thursday... i dont have class later but still going to college to finish up my video assignment... i still need to shoot video... me and Melita are doing ghost movie titled Dare Not. well, her part is done... now left mine... i have to design SCT flag for our Sports Carnival too... i'm done with the players' list.... FINALLY! that Yong is useless... bugging me with the list.... so, today i'm gonna go to college, grab some food, meet Corrine for my Video Camera form, then go to lab to do some research on the flag design.... next, i'm gonna meet Victor for the flag design.... Melita and Raymond may tag along... we have to finish it by today... if not, Victor is gonna kill me! hehe... and i really have to finish up my video today... tomorrow is the last submission date!

i skipped lots of class nowadays... i'm fucking up my 3D classes mostly... i hate 3D... but Mr. Asmadi s trying his best to help me, since i skip lots of class.... dont worry Sir.... i'm smart... i could catch up... i'll prove it in my assignment! hahahaha... lansi!! oh well, speaking of 3D, reminds me of the lab work that i have to pass up... by Friday! hahah... damn stress!! today is really gonna be a busy day for me! i'm suppose to go to Bukit Jalil but i cancelled it... because my workload is just too much! i'm sorry dear! i know i already promise you... but i just cant... works comes first...

Endy,
since i havent write to you for almost a week, let me briefly update what i've been doing for the last 6 days... well, last Friday, i went to Mr. Asmadi's class, fool around with the 3D Max Studio and i skipped Mr. Tee's class.... i hate programming... seriously... but dont worry Endy... i got the notes from SuWeng.... hehehe.... thanks SuWeng... you're such an angel.. you're always an angel...

on Saturday i attend that stupid 4 hours Oracle class... phew... it was seriously boring... come on Sir... we do have basic in MySQL... so, basic Oracle shouldnt be a problem for us! after that killing class, i went Pyramid to get a new bag... and yes, i finally bought a bag... remember i promise myself that i'm gonna keep my saving for something else??? yes, i really manage to spend a little money for my bag... i'm so happy for myself... i actually liked few bag.... but i finally bought this huge black shiny Nike bag... i'm in love with it... i'm proud of myself! then i get some other stuff like my sandal, nose-ring and etc. then, Matthew finally arrived! we plan to go to Bukit Jalil together.... so, from Pyramid we hoop on a bus to KTM Subang Jaya and took the train to Bandar Tasik Selatan station... then... blablabla... we change 3 train in order to get there.... trust me, it was fun! Matthew is so not used of taking train! he's so spoilt! we stayed there until Sunday... we have so much fun! we dont really go anywhere... but hanging out with crazy people are really fun... Sunday night, Nick came with his last minute assignment... he asked me to help him, due to my bombastic english vocab (according to him).

we went back quite late.. around 4 something... i overslept for Mr. Johnny's class... shit man!! but i went for Mr. Ken's class... well, i love Mr. Ken's class.... he's good... and one thing bout him is he love photography too... he's concern bout his student... especially me... haha... sorry Sir... i skipped too much class... but i'll manage it... dont worry... on Tuesday i skipped his class, but this time with his permission... i went to Bukit Jalil... because we're going to Myanmar Festival in Inti Nilai... phew... speaking of the festival... i have too much fun there!! seriously... well, the party was not that great... i mean, compared to all of the party i've been too.... but this one is special in the sense that it's full of Myanmar student studying in Sunway College, Inti, APIIT and etc.... we have water fight for hours at the party... and you know what... i'm the victim for the guys... i dont know why! maybe because i'm tough to defeat... hahahaha... too bad guys... you're messing with the wrong girl...

Mido and me agreed to be single on that night... hehehe... at first we're single... but when the party is ending, we're sitting together and all.. people start staring at us... and again, we become the water victim... come one guys... dont envy us! we're newly coupled! hahaha... i am so proud when he intro me as his girl... yes dear, i do... i do appreciate it... makes me feel special... well, guys... one thing i have to confess for sure.... Myanmar chick are hot!!! especially when they're wet!! haahhaha.... the party finish around 12.... but we came back to Bukit Jalil around 4 something... me and Mido was really tired, cold and hungry by then... we went to Ja's place to grab my stuff and 7-eleven for cigarette then went straight home... i fell asleep when Mido is bathing... hahah... thats shows that i'm really tired.... honey, thanks for the food and coffee (even though you put cinnamon in it)... i love your cooking! hehehe.......

i came back from Bukit Jalil around 11 and again, i skipped my programming class... nevermind... i'll catch up... i sleep until 2.30 p.m. then, i went to Mr. Asmadi's class... i was late because i was discussing bout the namelist with that bugger, Yong! Mr. Asmadi is being such an angel, teaching me personally on how to draw the plane.... hehehe.. thanks Sir... after class, again, i took a nap... or does it considered as nap?? i slept at 5 something and woke up at 7 something... phew... i sleep a lot!! i'm just tired! too much activity for this week... then, i went to Bidara with my roommate... we ate dinner there... next, i head to AC... phew... i love AC so much!!! hahaha... there, Nick, Mido and Matthew is already waiting for me... they were playing already... damn... hahaha... Ja couldnt make it since he had some problem... well... i miss him!! my greatest big bro ever! 7-inches!(his nickname)... hahahah.... we played pool for few hours... then i went down to Starbucks with my dear... he needs coffee... haha.. you coffee addict! after coffee, again, i ate dinner... hahaha... i ate dry curry mee... damn nice! it's my fav. food in AC! next, we went up again... play pool while watching ManU vs. Barcelona... comments??? sucks!! the game sucks!! hahaa... ok-ok.. i better shut up now....

so, what's next?? haha... i came back around 5 just now... get a quick shower... and here i am now... typing to you! hahahaha...

Endy,
i felt happy... i finally felt happy... i'm happy because i know i'm not in love with him anymore.... the feeling are gone.... thank god... now... i learn from my mistake... dont depend on others too much... hurm... i have no comment when it comes to relationship... but i'll try to play it save... i dont want to get hurt once again Endy... not anymore... i'll always be careful... and honey... one thing for sure... i adore u.... thanks for everything....

Endy,
i wanna chat now.. i'll continue next time... hopefully i wont take that long to write anymore... hehehe.... bye Endy... i love you the most!

Truth,
Tasha

Friday, April 18, 2008

I'm Taken!

Time: 3.06 a.m.
Venue: IndahVilla Condo
Mood: Happy
Condition: Kinda worn-out
Currently: Missing him...

Endy,
hi there, buddy... do you know how much i miss you!!!? well, sorry for not writing... i'm really busy this week... not busy with college... instead, i was busy fooling around... hahaha... i skipped 3 days of class... Mr. Ken, my Video Production lecturer wanted to see me... well, i know what he wants.... he want to lecture me on the video techniques... yeah, he's a great lecturer... Mr. Magen, my Oracle lecturer sucks to the max... it's already week 3 and he's still teaching MYSQL command... hurm... i dont regret of skipping that class...

ok, i dont want to talk bout studies... really lost interest in studies for this week... dont worry, i'll be just fine... i'll develop my interest back... i'll go to class tomorrow... so, what did i do for this week??? well, this is the thing that i really wanna share with you... well, you deserve to know this... you've been with me with whatever condition... so, i know you really deserve this important news... i went to Bukit Jalil(BJ) last Saturday... hang-out at one of my bro's place, Ja. we meet in BB on Saturday and i followed them home after smoking shisha in BB... BJ was fun with them... even though that place is kinda dead, spending time with them is seriously fun... hurm... we went to KLCC on Sunday and have lots of fun... i felt like i got back my life... no more fake friends... i mean, for now... we dont know people, right??? on Monday, we went to Berjaya Times Square with few peeps for movie... we watched Street King... for me, that movie is quite slow... hahaha... so it's kinda boring... Tuesday we went to Asia Cafe and i'm finally home! i went to programming class the next morning with a sleepy head!!! hahaha....

hurm... that's the synopsis of this week's activity... the news that i wanna tell you is about my relationship... well, this is kinda shocking news for my girls... but i dont know how this happen... it happens just like that... i'm now officially taken by someone from Bukit Jalil on Tuesday morning... well, i knew him since last year when he was studying in Sunway... but we got hooked back by my bro, Ja. we became closer and i feel that i like his attitude and thinking... so, here i am, being his official girlfriend... kinda happy now... but to be frank, i'm not sure about this relationship... i'm just scared to put too much hopes due to what had happen to me... but what i know is... i really like him... love?? i dont know... there should be some inside my heart.... the conclusion is... i like the way he treated me... and the best thing bout him is he accepted me for who i am... even though he knew that i'm crazy... hahaha....

Endy, i cant talk much now even though i have so much to tell you... i have to sleep... i have 10.30 class later on and i'm seriously tired now... i just came back from Pyramid... i met him just now with Nicholas and Matthew... i'll catch up with you next time... love you, pal... take care... bye...

i hope this is for real,
Tasha

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Heineken presents Tiesto 02 Days of Freedom @ Admiral Marina, Port Dickson, 9 & 10 May

Time: 19.10
Venue: My house
Mood: Kinda sad
Condition: ......
Currently: Listening to Total Eclipse of The Heart, sang by Westlife

Endy,
Frankly speaking, i started missing him.... i dont know why i started developing this strange feeling. i was ok for a few months... now... i'm seriously weak... yeah, i look as if i'm fine and feel fine too... but i knew my self very well... i knew that deep inside me, i'm actually aching...

maybe because right now i feel like i dont have friends anymore... i miss penang a lot because i knew i have friends there... i dont know who to talk to.... i wish i could share this with someone, but who? nobody is here to listen, Endy. i have only you.... i mean, i only trusted you. sometimes, i just feel like i want to let this tears down, but i knew i can't. something is preventing it. something called promise. i know that i'm strong enough to go through this life. but sometimes i just need a break from this life. i need someone to hug me and tell me that it's ok to cry. if he's around, i dont mind crying because i know, there's someone to wipe my tears and tell me to stop crying.

i was in CL2 just now. i was trying to finish up on my proposal. i did few part of it, and it's only 40% done. i have to pass it up next Monday. i'm stuck. i cant type any of the proposal anymore. i have lots of idea on that project, but i just cant work today. i needed a break. Endy, will he call me on my birthday? i'm planning a party with my dudes on my birthday. i knew it's gonna be fun. my party is always fun. but i know that it's not what i want. i just want to celebrate it with the one i love the most. why Endy? why is it hard for me to delete him? i have lots of people waiting for me. am i a fool?

God, please help me going through this life. i need you to make me stand. please delete him from my life. i do miss him, a lot. if i were to choose, i'll choose him out of anything in this world. it's just stupid that we broke up. i'm a believer. i believe in you. i believe in us. and until today, i'm still waiting for an answer. i'm so confused. what did i do wrong? or you're just fooling around?

Endy, i dont have mood to type anymore... before i go, i wanna invite everybody to this event... check it out....

Hear the beats thumping? No? Strain your ears because the beats are coming closer! The anticipated 02 Days of Freedom will take place on 9 and 10 May at Admiral Marina, Port Dickson. DJs that need no introduction - Tiësto, Ferry Corsten and Cosmic Gate are slated to headline the festival. With two outdoor arenas, an onsite shopping village featuring bars, cafes and stalls, it’s one beach party where you can kick back and relax to some electronic dance music, or paint the beach red with some all-night dancing.

Tickets RM88 (presale, one day pass) RM153 (presale, two day pass). RM113 (door sale, one day pass) and available at Axcess outlets at Axcess Box Office 1 Utama, Rock Corner Midvalley, Axcess Office at Jalan Semangat and Tower Records, KLCC. For more info, call 03- 7711 5000 or visit www.axcess.com.my

hurt,
Tasha

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentine's Day

Time: 9:43 p.m.
Venue: Sunway Lagoon Perdana
Mood: Thrilled!
Condition: Healed!
Currently: Happy!

Endy,
first of all i wanna say a million sorry to you fro not updating this blog for a long time! i've been busy with life. i just came back from penang. i went back for CNY and unlucky me, i got dengue fever! i was at home for the whole week.. thank god there's one cute angel looking after me! he brought me my favourite flowers every day!

well, today is Valentine's Day and again, i have no date for today... well, except for Nick and H just now... hahahaha... i went out with Nick.. again, he bought me a beautiful bouquet of tulips... it's very beautiful.. i love it so much! thanks, dear! i know you tried your best to make me feel happy today. thanks for the ring too! it's such a symbolic ring for me! Endy, you wanna know what he wrote on the card? he says,

"Yes sweetheart, diamond is not forever,
but i still choose diamond because it shines throughout the year..."

for those who had read my old blog, they'll understand why he wrote this message! hehehe...

for H, yes i know you dont like to be revealed. that's why i'm just putting your initial here... and i knew that you read my blog, every single of them... so, i dont want to take the risk... hahahaha.... thanks for the lovely gift! but i just cant take it... it's too expensive.... keep it for your real sweetheart ok?? it's impossible for me to go for you! i just cant.... i'm waiting for somebody... i've given him 5 years.... and i'm gonna wait for him even though he doesnt want me anymore.... well, he might change his mind, right? whatever it is, i'm just gonna wait... hehhehe... thanks for the lovely dinner, H! i do adore you! you have style!! we're perfect, it's just that we're not in the perfect timing!

Nick,
i know you'll always be there for me. thanks for everything. today, i owe you one. frankly, i just cant resist that ring. i took it, not only because it's beautiful, but also because of the meaning behind it. how thoughfull of you for thinking of those beautiful moment and gift. you've never fail to make things special. i salute you for that. hehehe... Nick, give me some time, will you? i'll give you the answer sometime soon... i'm kinda sure of what i want right now... i feel extremely better! whatever it is, i know that i do love you... it's just that i love somebody else too! and you know exactly who that person is! i'll keep this ring with me just as it used to be...

to everyone,
happy valentine's day! i pray very hard everyday that nobody is gonna get my bad luck for love! i pray that everybody get what they want... until today, i could still remember of those sweet moment... believe it or not, i'm currently looking at his gift for valentine's that he gave last year.... i do love him, a lot!

i still love you,
and, i'll always do,
Tasha

Sunday, January 20, 2008

New Sem

Time: 4:24 a.m.
Venue: MY room
Mood: ok ok
Condition: i dont know.. healed i guess!
Currently: listening to Westlife version of Total Eclipse of The Heart (man, i love that!)

Endy,
here i am, online once again. well, i cant talk much in my previous blog. dont ask me why. few reasons. too busy. no idea. no mood. mixed up feelings. well, you know me. i can be very self-confidence sometimes and at the other point, my misery life will show up. haha.. what a fool i am! frankly, i miss you. i miss talking to your for hours. i miss playing basketball with you. i miss crying in your arms. i wish i'm 10 once again. Endy Richter, i'll always miss you! the best friend i've ever have! ok, lets stop this drama! hehehe...

so, i've start my new semester. havent buy any book yet. my timetable sucks! 3 days of 8.30 class, one 9.30 class and one 10.30 class. however, i have 2 interesting lecturers for this semester. remember ms. kwong? i talk bout her before, did i? ok, whatever... eheheh.. i cant recall. she's a good lecturer. even though a bit slow. maybe it's because of the big class. or maybe it's just me. you know, i'm a very fast learner. the good thing is, she never notice that i slept in her class most of the time even though i sat in the first row! hehe.. well, what can i say botu Linux is... the more i learn the command, the more i realize i love Windows! haha... maybe i'll install Linux soon.. i mean, for educational purpose. i'm not gonna use it no matter what people say! hehe...

mr. dharmin is good too. i like his knowledge for computer. he eat and sleep with computer. well, as usual, girls always been underestimated in technical class. girls are so helpless. girls doesnt know how to different-shape between screwdriver and test pen. come on people, wake up! you're in the 20th century. we girls are not like the 60's anymore! what's so hard bout PC? yeah, i admit i'm not good in PC. but you can bet with me for kithen appliances. i bet most of the guys doesnt even know how to troubleshoot a fridge! well, i love mr. dharmin's class, except for those long lecture! hehe.. whatever it's... he's being understanding.. he always gave us 10 minutes break(even though we always tried to make it 15 minutes).

for ms. mohana's class, yeah, it's seriously boring. totally theory paper! and she elaborate too much too! i got assignment for this subject. it's a 100% coursework. i have to compile a multimedia implementation report as if i'm doing the real one. she ask us to form a group of minimum 2 maximum 4. well, i chooses to have less group member. this time, it's me and Choo Yen. you know her? she's my senior. she's in semester 6 now. again, we've been chuck into the same class just like semester 2. ms mohana had done the task breakdown and minimum requirement for her assignment. well, i'm being so organized and hardworking by dividing all the 9 task with Choo Yen while we're only required to pass up 1 and 2 next Friday. this is a good sign anyway. i'm showing interest in studies. well, not to condemn of praise anybody, but Choo Yen is an excellent student. i've seen her work. she's doing great. the most important thing of all is she does all of her responsibility. i'm happy to work with such person. at least i know i'm not the only one who are worried bout the assignment.

so, for this semester i'm targeting at least 2A and 1B. well, what's the B subject? PC Technical Support! it has exam! my biggest weakness! too many information to memorize! 50% exam. the other 50% is actually practical test. assembling PC. that's easy. i dont have to worry bout that. i'm worried bout the exam! what??? ok-ok!!!!!! dont show me such faces Endy. ok, i'll change my target. 3As for this sem. satisfied??? hehehe... i'll get it Endy. remember my new year resolution? i want to get at least 7As this year. i'll only have another 8 subject. so there's no space for any error! hehehe...

well, last semester i got 4As and 1D. surprisingly, right? yeah... i dont believe it either. i've send
an appeal letter to the director of examination with a support document from miss sophia. man, i love her! she gave me a great testimonial! oh ya... that D is for that Animation for Designer. well, you know her. Jaya hates me to the max! i dont know what's her problem. i really hate her too. she sucks! i've expected things will mess up between us. but i dont know it's gonna be this way. i know my project was good. i'll fight for it. what kinda designer am i if i cant even fight for my design?? i know i did all of my work. i deserve at least a B! but of course i want an A for that bitch's subject! i deserve 5As! i studied hard for E-Commerce and MySQL just to make my result looks nicer, and this fucked up easy subject is giving me a D? what the hell is going on? what's wrong with her?? have she lost her pussy? i really hate her! opps... sorry for cursing right here!

well... i tried a few company just now for my internship. i got a few feedback, which is a good feedback. they asked me to meet them with a proper resume and sample of my artwork. actually, my dream internship is Kid Chan Studio! he's a great photographer! but it's kinda impossible to get that right? i dont even major in photography. how is he gonna trust me? hehehe... another one is Blu Inc Media. well, this is more on graphic design. well, this is my major but i really love photography! Blu Inc is another big name. phew... i wish i could get that. you dont know what's Blu Inc? well, you know Female magazine? or Seventeen? it's from Blu Inc. i really loves the interface of the magazine. so creative! i'd love to learn from the designer!

Endy,
i think i should stop now. i wanna get some sleep. i wanna go to Subang Parade tomorrow. MPH sms me that there's a promotion for books there. wanna check out some books that i can buy. hehe... you know my passion towards book will never stop! i'll type to you again very soon. dont miss me too much ok? lova ya, pal!

Truth,
Tasha

Monday, December 03, 2007

50 ways to know if you're an Asian

Time: 3.14 p.m.
Venue: CLC, Sunway University
Mood: Bored

Endy,
phew... i just finish my E-commerce exam today... i was kidna pissed with the lecturer because she gave us nonsense questions... i spent the whole night studying 13 chapter of e-commerce and yet she dare to give me that kinda question??? can somebody please fuck her up??? hum... as u know... i've been busy lately with assignment and exam... i manage to finish up my flash animation on time and i'm done with MySQL... i'm just waiting to the exam on 12th... i cant wait to go back home!!! well... i read through few of my georgian blog just now... and i found one nice article bout Asian... ehehehe... so i just wanna share it with everybody!! enjoy reading it!! till next time ya!
1. You were/are a good student with very high GPAs.2. You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or finance.3. You have more than one-college degree, especially more than one Master's.4. If you play a musical instrument, it must be piano.5. You have a vinyl table cloth on your kitchen table.6. Your stove is covered with aluminum foil.7. Your kitchen has a sticky film of grease over it.8. You beat eggs with chopsticks.9. You always leave outdoor shoes at the door.10. You use the dishwasher as a dish rack.11. You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times.12. You boil water before drinking.13. You eat all meals in the kitchen to keep your dining room clean.14. You don't use measuring cups when preparing foods.15. You save grocery bags and use them to hold garbage.16. You have a rice cooker.17. You're a wok user.18. You fight over who pays the dinner bill.19. You wash rice 2-3 times before cooking it.20. You make sounds when you have a bowl of soup.21. You don't dry-clean clothes, even if they need to be dry-cleaned.22. You iron your own shirts.23. You like congee with thousand year old eggs.24. You always cook yourself, even if you hate it.25. You use credit cards, and pay monthly bills in full.26. You do either soccer, swimming, badminton, volleyball, basketball, or ping pong, and have an obsession with making the Beijing Olympics.27. You buy Christmas cards after Christmas, when they are 50% off.28. When you hand wash dishes, you only use cold water.29. You hate to waste food:a) Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them.b) You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.30. You don't own any real Tupperware-only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars.32. When toilet paper is on sale, you buy 100 rolls and store them.33. You have a collection of miniature shampoo/conditioner bottles and little soap bars that you take every time you stay in a hotel.34. The condiments in your fridge are either Price Club sized or come in plastic packets, which you save every time you get take out or go to McDonald's.35. You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes).36. You spit bones and other food scraps on the table.37. Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.38. When you go to a dance party, there is always a group of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool.39. Your house/aparment is always cold in winter, and hot in summer.40. Your Mom drives her Mercedes to Foodtown, or Shoppers Food Warehouse regardless how far it is, even if the dairy is next door.41. You always look phone numbers up in the phone book, since calling Directory Assistance costs 50 cents.42. You only make long distance calls after 11pm or during weekends.43. You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached.44. You never call your parents just to say hi.45. You think ONLY Japanese can make good CARS!46. You use a colored face cloth every morning.47. You starve yourself before going to all-you-can-eat places.48. Almost all your money is in a savings account49. You never discuss your love life with your parents.50. You take this message and forward it to all your Asian friends. From 1 proud Asian to another, forward this to every damn Asian you know .i just did. will you? =D

busy,
Tasha