chilling with B!

time: 7 p.m.
Venue: oldtown
Mood: chilled.

Endy,
Today, i finally come to oldtown with B after a long long time. Man, i miss this place. We used to hang out here for hours, everyday, when i was still a student.

So, what's my must order item here? I love their garlic bread, hot lemon tea and hazelnut white coffee. So, that's what i basically order just now, on top of fries, their new item here. Lol. It's fun to do this again with B.

Oh ya, i snap some pic. I thought of sharing it with you. Oh ya, i did some lame thing with the pic, just to try out the phone editing software. Yeah, absolutely nothing compared to the ultimate Photoshop. Anyways, enjoy.



(edited: i throw away the tune picture, it's just hideous! lol.)

Gtg, gonna order another drink now. Bye.

Tasha's wishlist

time: 4:52 p.m.
venue: home
mood: err...
currently: loveddd

Endy,
today is my wishlist day. lol. no need to talk so much. lemme list.

1- PROFESSIONAL 10 COLOR CAMOUFLAGE CONCEALER PALETTE

2- PRO 16 PCS PURPLE COAT MAKEUP EYE SHADOW COSMETIC BRUSH SET


3- PROFESSIONAL MAKEUP 28 COLOR EYE SHADOW NEUTRAL NUDES PALETTE


4- PROFESSIONAL 88 COLOR EYE SHADOW MATTE PALETTE

ok this is the top 4 that i wanted. lol. esp number 1 and 2!! i really wanted more tone of concealer. as for the brushes, they're just adorable to have. i do own brushes but i bet this purple brushes will outstand itself! for number 3, as everyone knows, i'm a big fan of nude makeup. i always find a way to get those flawless look, even though my face is not that flawless. lol. as for number 4, i dont know why i want it. maybe because of the color? lol. anyway, it's a nice collection to have.

i've seen lots of review on these palletes, and most make up gurus said that it's good and the color are highly concentrated. well, let me try. lol. put aside my Estee Lauder's pallete. i'm gonna experiment with this soon. lol.

ok endy, gtg. bye.

P/s: pic courtesy of each linking site.

addited,
tash

Panacea81 a.k.a. Lauren Luke!

time: 9.35 a.m.
venue: home
mood: blessed?
currently: re-viewing panacea81's video on Youtube.

Endy,
yes, again, story bout youtube. yes, i'm addicted. ok, i've been watching Panacea81 on her make up tutorial for ages. i love her tutorial. it's just amazing how she mix and blend colors into an amazing art of make up. beautiful. perfect.

i was browsing through her new video and i check her website, just to kill my time. then, i saw a very beautiful collection of make up kits. i've always adore make up kits. because it'll come in handy travelling with it. it just have everything that you need. honestly, i cant leave my house without make up. i'm too hideous to go out without make up.

ok... i think i'm gonna buy her kits. it's really beautiful and i loveeeee the packaging. it's just cute. something that my friend doesnt have. you know how i love to be unique and stand out from others. to Yam, check out her site k. and also, her channel in youtube!

PANACEA81 MAKE UP TUTORIAL
LAUREN LUKE WEBSITE

in love,
tash

Farah is flying to Australia

time: 2.50 a.m.
venue: i wish.. Academy of Arts!
mood: gloomy.
currently: jealous?

Endy,
one of my good friend from SGGS is flying to Aussie tomorrow morning. honestly, of course, i'm happy for her. i wish her all the best in life and studies. there's some people who's just lucky in life. and there's some dumb ass like me, who's a failure in life. every single of my best friend is abroad. well, except for Maryam. yeah, thank god she's here. i needed her.

i wonder why? why? why? why does life suck this much? why can't i have my degree by the age of 22? why can't i get it like everyone? why must my family suck so bad that we have this kinda stupid problem? why can't my father be just a father? why am i born this way? why why why?

ok Tash, stop being pathetic. nobody is here to see you being disgusting. Bye!

NOTE: Tiqah's flight is on 22nd. miss you babe! or should i call, Dr.? lol.

P/s: Farah dont get this wrong. i'm always happy for you and Hakim. go get it, babe! at least i'm happy that all of my friend is successful!

emosional tonight,
Tash

Thanks Zee Avi

pic borrowed *wink wink* from UntitledRecords

Time: 8:41 a.m.
Venue: Heaven?
Mood: FREAKING HAPPY!
Currently: Listening to Honey Bee, Zee's song, again and again!

Endy,
i guess today is my lucky day. lol. or is it just me who's over excited? i was just clicking on some random youtube link in some blog. if i'm not mistaken, it was a make up tutorial blog. then, i saw the RED mail alert on the right side of my browser. at first, i was about to ignore it. ahhh... you know, typical Youtuber. sometimes they just send me some junk message or just to criticize the way i comment in any random video. YES, quarter of my life are spent in Youtube! and YES, i do comment a lot!

so, cut it out... i was saying, what the heck, just one mail, lemme just open it. the title of the mail is RE: Impressed!. yes, that was the title i gave when i type the message to Zee Avi. i gave her 2 paragraph of message wishing her all the best, bla bla bla. you know, the typical fans stuff. but in my own way of course. not the REAL typical fans kinda mushi word. i was just telling her honestly that i'm into her music. simple, yet catchy. you won't get sick of listening to her song.

ok ok... i dont wanna crap too much. lets be honest. i came here to show off that Zee actually replied my message. it shows that she care bout her fans! this is what i call true musician. not just plain singer trying to be notice by everyone! you're great Zee. stay as whom you are. ok, i know, i'm over-reacting. well, who cares, this is my blog anyway!

ok enough of me crapping. why dont you guys just check her out, yourself. i assure you that you'll only find soothing voice, beautiful melody and creative lyrics! My personal fav is Honey Bee! for Malaysians, you should check out Kantoi too. noticed that i post an entry bout Kantoi before.

VISIT ZEE AVI'S REAL CHANNEL!

and yes, it's not hard to please a fan. it's not easy for me to like a music either. mind you that i'm a big fan of Michael Buble, Tony Bennett, Josh Groban, Infant Sorrow, Jason Mraz, etc. Such complicated taste i have! lol. yeah, Zee have lots to learn, but i do believe she's gonna be great one day! I support you, Zee! you're very talented!

ok, till then. bye!

P/s: THANKS A MILLION FAZ FOR INTRODUCING ME TO THIS AMAZING MUSICIAN!

Zee's fan,
Tasha Leow

J.Co coffee need to be fix!

time: 9.20 pm
Venue: J.Co Sunway
Mood: spoiled.
Currently: having coffee here and it sucks!

Endy,

Yes yes i logged in here through my phone, with all the hassle, just to tell you that the coffee sucks. Omg i've never drink a bad caramel coffee in my life. Maybe it's just not my taste. I miss Dome! But no doubt that i like their donuts. Lol. haaaa... another thing, i like their tissue... good marketing strategy.

Ok endy, i'm going to the arcade centre now. Wanna play time crisis 3. See you later at home. Bye.

P/s: Oh ya, blogging using N95 sucks.

Lil bit of editing done: i just can't stand seeing my paragraph not justified, pictures not centered and fonts not changed! so, i did a minor changes, and i'm happy with it now!

Euww,
Tash

This entry is dedicated to Ann...

Time: 5:29 p.m.
Venue: Home

Mood: Loved
Currently: Sorry ann, i really forget bout this!

Endy,
i just received a blog award. lol. i know i've never been bothered bout all this. for me, it's just something people made up. but since i saw Ann's word on that blog award entry, i think she deserves some appreciation. i could feel that her heart is really pure, far from the negative thinking or human being. Ann, sometimes, such a simple word, could touch someone's heart. you're a great girl. don't change yourself, just be you, and i'll be happy to be your friend forever.

so, enough of talking. let me grab the award from her. lol.

TASK 1: WHY DO YOU THINK THAT YOU DESERVE THIS AWARD?
Answer:Just for being someone's friend could give you wonders of life.

TASK 2: CONVEY YOUR APPRECIATION TO ANYONE FOR RECEIVING THIS BLOG.
Answer: Ok this is a tough part. first of all, of course, Ann for giving me this, straight from her heart. it's beautiful, really. next, i would like to thanks every single one of my reader, i dont care either you're a hatred reader, silent reader, frequent reader or blog-hopping reader. all i know is you guys made my day. just by seeing my site meter growing, makes me think that there's actually someone out there who listens. then, ofcourse my beloved Endy. you're a great companion. you've been there whenever i needed you. Thanks EVERYONE. you guys made my day.

TASK 3: GIVE THIS BLOG TO 11 BLOGGER.
Answer: Why 11? i dont know. lol. here you go.

1. Maryam (best friend in the whole world)
2. Akak LG ( addicted to her blog, a great wife, mother and friend, you guys will love her!)
   
3. Dekkai (best CRAZIEST friend, in YM, also love to read her blog!)
4. Ain (another besties who taught me the reality of life, thank you)
5. Leeds (great blogger, great new friend, and she's beautiful too!)
6. Faz (great online friend, i knew you get it from Ann, but you didnt put it up in your blog!)
7. Boi (he taught me a lot on Graphic work, thank you, even though i know you wont put this up in your blog. lol! oh ya... he lovessss VECTOR. check out his blog.)
8. Aiza (great new friend i met, it's crazy when we met! lol. wait, just realized she's not in my bloglist! shit! i'll put you up now ok!)
9. Kak Wan Zuha (knew her longggg time ago in IRC, i very nice lady!)
10. Rames (i would go there just to view his artwork! a creative designer. he loves camwhoring! lol. finally met him in Samsung Innov8 Run event)
11. Amier (i found out lots of car parts that i've never known in his blog!)

ok, phew, believe me, you guys are carefully selected, blend well, and lol... i'm crapping. yes, i appreciate all of your blog for it made my day. blogging is my life and i'm happy i have you guys around me.

Till then, bye.

P/s: Ann, sorry again ok. this award is translated to malay for all my reader to enjoy it. for those who wants the malay version of this, please refer to ANN's blog.

Thank you,
Tash

Apa nak jadi, Melayu?

ok entry ni entry bengang! and mmg sengaja aku tulis dlm melayu. mampos la reader yg tak paham melayu tu. bukan aku nak tulis utk depa pun. ok seriously fuck fuck fuck. ape kes nak gado kes kecik? apa korang ingat korang besar ke? seriously low class! pastu siap citer pasal kawasan. kira pe aku. tanah bapak ko ke? argghhh... malu aku nak mengaku aku ni melayu!

annoyed,
Tyrant Tsar Tash!

I'm tied up!

time: 5:40 a.n.
venue: B's house
mood: Sad? confused?
currently: just hang up the phone...mom.

Endy,
life is so unpredictable. it's such a cycle that we never knew when it will end. surprise-surprise... today is my family's turn to get something miserable. yeah, for the 23674289734 times, i guess! as usual, the issue is still the same. mom blamed dad. dad says mom is making up stories.

me? honestly, i don't know what to believe. who's right? who's wrong? at the age of 21, what do i know about relationship? what do i know about jealousy? what do i know about marriage? nothing. almost to the meter of zero. so, here i am right now. talking to you, my best buddy ever. i think, you're the only one who could comfort me, even though you didn't give me any response. i wish that i could just google it up. just as when i google up my web development assignment. do you know how frustrated it is to not know the answer? to not know the truth?

mom,
i have mixture of feelings right now. i'm confused, sad, happy and sympathetic. i'm confused of what is the real roots of the problem? i'm sad that the marriage did not work, after 24 years of building it with lots of love and hard work. i'm happy that you've finally made your mind. most of all, my deepest sympathy to you, my beloved mom. i knew, this is really hard. you have to be strong mom. sometimes, man do need to be taught a lesson. show him that you're not scared. you can stand by your own. for heaven's sake mom, you earn 10 times more than him.

dad,
i'm speechless. we used to be really close. what happen to us? don't you remember your little girl that you love the most? don't you remember the girl that you're always proud of? aren't you proud of me anymore, dad? i didn't impressed you well enough? what do you want dad? what is it? i sacrifice my studies, so that you and mom will have a better life. i quit my studies so that you'll only have to support my brother, which is also your son, if you ever forget that he is. why dad? why? why can't we be like others? why must we face all this bull shit? fuck you!

Endy,
................................ it was really a long pause. i really gave it a thought. i think, i want my mom to move here with me. we'll open her boutique here. we'll get double profit, as i'm planning for my business too. i'm really keen to bring her up here. no more misery. man only gave us messes, which we don't need.

*****

today, i met one of my old old friend in YM. we've known each other for at least 7 years. we finally meet up today! lol. what a funny world. he's nice and talkative. we went out for dinner somewhere near KLCC. he fetch me from Bukit Jalil and send me back home safely. lol. kinda nice to have someone to drive for you.

*****

i'm totally in a bad mood. can i continue next time? i even have to fetch my brother to Pandan Jaya later at 7. yeah, he's living with me for a while until he gets his own apartment. ok, till then Endy.

devastated,
Daughter of mom and dad, TASH

Latest Obsession...

time: 2:03 a.m.

venue: home
mood: err...
currently: listening to zee avi, again and again.

Endy,
thanks to FAZ, i'm addicted to Zee's song. currently, i have no time to update this blog. so sorry dear. busy doing research for my latest project. to be announce soon. lol. take care Endy.

addicted,
Tash